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Dear Diary:The untold story of reality

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{ON HOLD} 

•Even the devil was an angel once•
A little girl who barely got attention from her parents,who grew up in a toxic environment...

At teenage the hunger of attention,trauma,led her to develop serious agression issue,began self harming believing it was her fault to be born,also nearly had a sexual assault,the school life, family issues.......id she wanted that life?

Was it her fault to be born? Was it her fault to suffer the reality? Was it her fault to be born ugly or have acne? Was it her fault to be a girl?

"MY EVERYDAY PRAYER WAS TO BE DEAD,AND STILL PRAY THAT NOW"

(A REAL LIFE STORY OF SOMEONE I KNOW PERSONALLY)All Rights Reserved

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