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I love the smell of my mind knocking on the door of some labyrinth and getting swallowed by a banana peel...
Do you like how guilt makes you feel?
If no, then take a peek inside.
Do you like getting traumatized?
If no, then take a peek inside.
Do you like getting to see the darker aspects of a human's psyche?
If no, then take a peek inside.
I might be lying though, why do you trust me?
I don't trust you.
Neither should you...
Because I'm your inner voices.
*****WARNING*****
-suicidal ideation, self-harm, violent urges,
-mental health issues, fragmented thoughts, obsession,
-nihilism, depression, hate.
*****(If you have trauma, I suggest you don't read this, it might take a toll on your health. This is my coping mechanism for the random emotional bursts I get)*****
Read only if you're interested in an in-depth look inside a human's psyche and philosophy.
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