I used to think that when he disappeared I couldn't take it anymore, but I can because you're there, I can because you're the one I really need, not him, you're the one I really want, the one my heart beats.
why?
that was the question wasn't it?
why was this happening
to him?
to me?
to us...
what we had was perfect, maybe not your standards of perfect
no, but perfect to me
and now, it was being taken away from me.