After a mission of exterminating demons, Shen Qingqiu suddenly feels extremely horrible, but not as horrible as after he had found his way to Qiong Ding peak in this state. Who knows me also knows that I don't write outright cliche or smut. It will be full of hurt and drama, because these characters will behave very canontypical, even if that contains moments of self-hatred and anger. But it would also not be me, if the characters did not get a happy ending, so don't worry. Much fun (*^-^*)/