jakexjohnnie he doesn't understand what big boys do
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Ongoing, First published Jun 27
"so you're going back home?"

"i don't think i have a choice."

jake could only run away from who he was for so long. with the new house, new car, new friends, new job.

his past felt so far off, if you told him it wasn't real, he'd eventually believe it. mostly because he was embarrassed of who he was, where he had come from.

he didn't want to remember.

he was forced to.

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after forming a new life and burying his past jake is forced to confront himself and head back home to visit his mother who's health has been declining. johnnie offers to accompany him unaware of the anxiety and self hatred jake is struggling with.
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