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I Don't Know How Much More... I Can Take《N Angst》

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Okay so, this is my first time writing a story about Murderer drones and I just got done with watching the episodes. So I might get some things in the story wrong and if I do I apologize 😔 
The reason why I'm writing this is because I haven't seen a lot of stories about them😑 so yea😐

Especially my baby N!😙 so that's why I'm making this story :3 Now on with the story!:D
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N didn't know how much more he could take from the others, he's always been the happy-going guy who had no problem with following orders or making friends, especially with a worker drone, or being called worthless by his teammates and new fond friend. He didn't mind it at all because he thought that's how you treat your teammates and friends, but... he was very wrong.

After everything he- no, they want through. They still treated him like nothing like he was worthless, pathetic, waste of programming. That's what they all say but still, N stayed because where else is he going to go? 

So, he put up with it. For so long N had put up with it because he thought this was how they expressed their feelings, but it got so bad that N had run away.

See what happens to N and where he will go from now on, will he meet new people and make new adventures with them or will the past come back to hunt him.All Rights Reserved

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