The secret love with a army guy

"Secretly watching him, being beside him without letting him know, not knowing what it was but she was intrigued by his eyes and aura, she fell in love with him at first sight."
"First time when I saw him, I could feel my knees going weak, loved him in secret, one sided love is somehow beautiful as well".
"Waiting for him to come outside and noticing when he goes in and out from the window, watching him when he talks to someone and listening to his voice is like a dream, I have fallen in love with you."

"What was happening? You are saying my name?
He was watching at me too, so close!
His presence made my knees weak, his eyes was looking directly at me.
But I couldn't talk, he called out my name,
Then he called again "are you all right?"
He asked me to stay still, but I couldn't
Is this a dream?
I don't know, if this is a dream then please let it continue."