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Anguish

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Parts 10
Time 1h 56m

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90s alcohol alcoholism anxiety bisexual british depression drugs explicit fiction lgbtq mentalhealthissues school sexualassault suicideattempt uk university

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Shen Li lived in the UK during the best era, the 90's.  It was a time of change a time to discover himself, but nobody told him that just being him, just existing, would be so damn hard!  

No-one would tell him what anguish he would suffer just trying to live, just getting from 15 to 22 yrs old was torturous, watching the implosion of his family, falling into the relentless cycle of dealing with anguish using the only methods he knew how - drinking, sex and drugs.
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90s alcohol alcoholism anxiety bisexual british depression drugs explicit fiction lgbtq mentalhealthissues school sexualassault suicideattempt uk university

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What He Left Behind by zoe_grimm

This wasn't Cody Lim's first funeral. Cody Lim never imagined having to bury his younger twenty-three-year-old brother, Clarence. He thought he was through with burying family members, but the universe had dealt him a shitty hand. This time, guilt plagued him more than he thought, knowing he had willingly walked away from his brother six years ago-a relationship he could no longer rekindle even if he wanted to. When Ezra Davey had learned of his roommate Clarence's heart condition, he had begged him to reach out to his estranged brother before time ran out. Ezra had been lucky to have six great years with him, but he didn't expect he'd have to make the harrowing call that Clarence's heart had given out before either brother could reach out. Death had been the guillotine of a relationship Cody could never rekindle, but it's what Clarence left behind that makes the journey of moving on a little easier. -A Novelette- -A Gen 3 2023 entry-

The Obscure Downsides of Fame by Obscunima

ᴏᴀᴋʟᴇʏ ᴄᴀʀʀɪʟʟᴏ was discovered at fourteen years old, being praised as a musical prodigy by the media ever since. His fame had only increased until now. At nineteen old, he's the most remarkable musician of his age, and he's only getting started. At least, he was, until his record label decides his depression makes him difficult to work with. ɴᴏʟᴀɴ ᴍᴜʟʟᴇɴ grew up with his face plastered all over billboards. He'd been living the Hollywood life since he was five years old and has already made his name. At eighteen years old and after a well-needed break, Nolan is ready to make his comeback. At least, he thinks he is, until his anxiety starts holding him back. After their first encounter, they quickly become each other's beacon in the dark. Eventually they realize there's a reason for everything. But maintaining a healthy relationship proves to be difficult when you're both famous, dealing with complicated feelings, and trying to find yourself in the process. ♫ ♫ ♫ #1 in 'boyxboy' #1 in 'freethelgbt' #3 in 'comingofage' {TW}: mentions of abusive relationships, anxiety and panic attacks, depession, drug abuse, and disordered eating.

A Taste Of Oblivion : The Short Comings Chronicles VOL1 by mell_onic

Stories heal, stories hurt, stories create a fantasy but not all stories have happy endings. "I look everything like my father, I look nothing like my father," -My Fathers Son "I always thought I was hard to love till you made it seem so easy," - A Kind Of Feeling "I know it's dumb, relying on memories we had, used to have, wish we had because I can't move on" -It's Fine, I'm Fine, We're Fine "My mind was working over time, it was on over drive, cranking and punching out various thoughts, I was overthinking," -Mother, Hear My Heart Beat "We're all told sins are the same and that none is held to a higher standard than the other but sexuality instantly is barred from that, exampt because if it's not black or white it simply canot not be grey," -The Most "We said no strings attached yet they attached from the moment we met," -Stupid People "He grew up before he learnt how to overcome the monsters under his bed till they manifested to monsters inside of his head cause he had anxiety before he could even spell what anxiety was," -I Don't Know "Maybe something new will happen this time," -Text Me Back Eight different stories, with eight different outcomes all woven together by one pen accompanied by eight poems they stand.

Big Lo(v)ser by InfernoAshBlazer

Book 1: Luka's POV *Trigger Warning For The Following Things* ~Suicide ~Anything Traumatic(Mental Abuse) ~Bullying ~Alcoholism & Drug Use

Her Last Wish by AnonymouslyUnknown27

Tiana Collin's life is horrible and she knows this. With an abusive father and a druggie for a mother and with absolutely no friends at school, she didn't think her life meant much. So she decided to end it. But before she ended her life, she wants to feel loved. To feel cared for. To feel. So she decides to date one of the most popular boys in school, Tyson Bent, who she knows has a bet with his best friend. A bet to get her to sleep with him. She knows he doesn't really care about her. But sometimes it's nice to pretend. After all, she's only supposed to be with him for a week. After that... well after that she's not even going to be alive. Tyson had it all, the popularity, the looks, the money, everything. And he never missed a chance to flaunt his supposed perfection. Another thing about him is that he never backs down from a dare. So when his best friend dares him to sleep with a girl named Tiana, how can he refuse? But when he reads her diary, he has another mission. A mission completely different from the dare. A mission far more important than a dare. An added bonus being the chance to finally find out who he is and not who everyone else wishes for him to be. A chance to grow into the person he could be. TW// suicide, suicidal ideation, self harm, abuse, mention of drug addiction

Our Place || Muke ✔️ by kelliclashton2

Everyone knew Luke's family were disgustingly wealthy. He never flaunted it but he knew people whispered about him regardless of his humbleness. People tried to avoid him, even his own roommate Calum, and it was no secret that he struggled with loneliness. Now in his final year of college, Luke believes he's never going to find a genuine or lasting relationships with anyone. Until Michael, a dark haired British boy, stumbles into his English lecture one day. [don't shadow read! please vote and comment as you read the story, it would very much mean the world to me. thank you so much] [Mentions of alcohol consumption and sexual activity]

Main Sequence (BL) by vashthewriter

Nobody's as perfect as they seem on the outside, but Akio finds it hard to see anything outside of his own anxiety, depression, and struggles with self harm. Through his friends, he learns that we all fight silent battles, but we don't have to deal with them alone: a lesson four boys learn as they lean on each other to get back on their feet. The boys grapple with issues ranging from depression and anxiety to homophobia and addiction, but with the help they get from each other, things don't seem so tough. ✓ Uploading slowly, complete though. *WARNING* LANGUAGE VIOLENCE SELF HARM ANXIETY DEPRESSION HOMOPHOBIA HARASSMENT DEATH DRUGS ABUSE ALCOHOL ADDICTION PREGNANCY PARAPLEGIA ANGST BLOOD MATURE UNDIAGNOSED MENTAL DISORDERS

💙Vs Dave and Bambi💚 // Oneshot Book!! 🔞 by d3r4ng3d25

WARNING ⚠️ This book contains the following: Rape, suicidal thoughts, graphic content, etc. If that is not to your liking, I suggest you don't read this. Any kind of hate is not accepted in this book. I will delete any hate comments. Book is discontinued as of 2024

Attempted love by I_Love_The_Avengers

Mia Stark. Big warning on this book. Self harm Suicide Panic attacks Assult Bullying

What if Lucy had bipolar? by khaiissleepy1109

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What He Left Behind

This wasn't Cody Lim's first funeral. Cody Lim never imagined having to bury his younger twenty-three-year-old brother, Clarence. He thought he was through with burying family members, but the universe had dealt him a shitty hand. This time, guilt plagued him more than he thought, knowing he had willingly walked away from his brother six years ago-a relationship he could no longer rekindle even if he wanted to. When Ezra Davey had learned of his roommate Clarence's heart condition, he had begged him to reach out to his estranged brother before time ran out. Ezra had been lucky to have six great years with him, but he didn't expect he'd have to make the harrowing call that Clarence's heart had given out before either brother could reach out. Death had been the guillotine of a relationship Cody could never rekindle, but it's what Clarence left behind that makes the journey of moving on a little easier. -A Novelette- -A Gen 3 2023 entry-