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Anguish

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Parts 10
Time 1h 56m

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90s alcohol alcoholism anxiety bisexual british depression drugs explicit fiction lgbtq mentalhealthissues school sexualassault suicideattempt uk university

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Shen Li lived in the UK during the best era, the 90's.  It was a time of change a time to discover himself, but nobody told him that just being him, just existing, would be so damn hard!  

No-one would tell him what anguish he would suffer just trying to live, just getting from 15 to 22 yrs old was torturous, watching the implosion of his family, falling into the relentless cycle of dealing with anguish using the only methods he knew how - drinking, sex and drugs.
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90s alcohol alcoholism anxiety bisexual british depression drugs explicit fiction lgbtq mentalhealthissues school sexualassault suicideattempt uk university

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Light to his Darkness~ Lord Shen x Peacock!Reader) by arinfrankanon

Been so long I've written something. Haven't seen a lot of good written x reader for Lord Shen here, thought might try once more and will try to actually keep up. Just been busy with art and such, anyways since Shen is in his 40's, you be around maybe in your 20's like 23, so been 14 years (I suck at math). (All know he is like 40). You've been living at the Jade Palace quite sometime. For a reason- Spend most your days with Po with his dad; since you don't like to be coop up in the palace all your time, until one day its a sudden change.

The Rich Side (COMPLETED✔) by elinenoor

Collin lives the good life. He is rich, has everything he needs and his parents will do anything for him, but when you live on the Rich Side, having money means power. For Collin's parents, that power is everything. They will do anything to keep up a good reputation and a good image- no matter the cost. Collin faces difficult decisions when he realizes he is into men, and not the best kind either. He tries to find a way to be accepted within the community, but when an unexpected event takes place, Collin might not be able to be accepted at all. He has to find out who he is and what person he wants to become, with or without his parent's approval. Collin wishes he could have both; his parent's approval, and the person he wants to become, but he may not be able to have both. Warning; this story contains mature content, including explicit language. *** Anyone is welcome to comment feedback, or write a review! ❤ Cover made by @ishaborhara

What He Left Behind by zoe_grimm

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The Obscure Downsides of Fame by Obscunima

ᴏᴀᴋʟᴇʏ ᴄᴀʀʀɪʟʟᴏ was discovered at fourteen years old, being praised as a musical prodigy by the media ever since. His fame had only increased until now. At nineteen old, he's the most remarkable musician of his age, and he's only getting started. At least, he was, until his record label decides his depression makes him difficult to work with. ɴᴏʟᴀɴ ᴍᴜʟʟᴇɴ grew up with his face plastered all over billboards. He'd been living the Hollywood life since he was five years old and has already made his name. At eighteen years old and after a well-needed break, Nolan is ready to make his comeback. At least, he thinks he is, until his anxiety starts holding him back. After their first encounter, they quickly become each other's beacon in the dark. Eventually they realize there's a reason for everything. But maintaining a healthy relationship proves to be difficult when you're both famous, dealing with complicated feelings, and trying to find yourself in the process. ♫ ♫ ♫ #1 in 'boyxboy' #1 in 'freethelgbt' #3 in 'comingofage' {TW}: mentions of abusive relationships, anxiety and panic attacks, depession, drug abuse, and disordered eating.

Love Song (LGBTQ+) (COMPLETED) by ChemistryOfACarCrash

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