This is not only the diary of a lover girl, but the diary of a lover girl who is losing her love. Slowly at first, before a bad breakup which sends her spiraling.
Aj had boyfriends before, but there was no one like him. Carter James was one of a kind. There was no eyes in the world that she could get lost in quite like she got lost in his. There were no arms she felt as comfortable and safe in. There were no voice, lips, and absolutely no love that could ever compare to his.
Long distance wasn't ideal, but Aj was a fool for the boy. There was nothing she wouldn't do for Carter, and there were no signs that he didn't feel the same way.
Now a broken, bitter mess, Aj goes through life feeling every emotion at once. Turning her into someone nobody recognizes.