The Alphas Undoing

If someone would look at me in the eye, they would see all the emotions I'm feeling right now as I stare at her pale and bruised body on the hospital bed. I'm usually the kind of person who's always kept his composure. I was hard to read. My face always impassive. I was good at hiding what I'm feeling.

But seeing my mate in this kind of state. I couldn't help but feel vulnerable. Her usually flawless skin, bruised and battered. Her eyes open but looking dull and cold rather than the hopeful look she used to always have in her eyes. She's alive but you could clearly see how dead and broken she is inside just by looking at her eyes.

Regret. I regret everything I've done to her.
Sad. I'm saddened that my mate is hurt.
Anger. Angry at my self for doing this to her.
Disappointment. Disappointed at myself for becoming the person I've become.

Seeing my mate like this. Seeing her so broken because of me. That was my undoing.