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ZIGZAG (A PayJay darkfic/fanfic)

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Reads 16,830
Votes 344
Parts 28
Time 2h 58m

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TW: S3LF H4RM, SUICID@L THOUGHTS AND SWEARING!

They're objects in this!

Some fluff

Paper has hid many things from others, including the fact he harms himself and forces him self awake when he says he goes to sleep. OJ finds out about all the things Paper has hid for around 5 years. Paper, believing he'll be fine, refuses to get help. OJ loves him, and Paper loves OJ, but neither ever spoke of how they felt. But OJ can't hide his feelings anymore, he knows if he doesn't confess to Paper soon...He might not be alive.. Paper beleives he has nothing to live for if OJ doesn't love him back, and OJ does love him...he just can't be to late...All Rights Reserved

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Gloves And Us ✔ by Laina007

𝘝𝘢𝘦! 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦. I looked down at her sleeping form and kissed her forehead. I know she just loves forehead kisses. Correction, 'my' forehead kisses. Taking a last look at her, I left the room. "𝘋𝘦𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘮𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘴. 𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬." 𝘋𝘦𝘶𝘴! I wrapped up my work and sighed. I needed her. She is not my drug. She's my spine. My Spinal cord. She gives me support and makes me feel alive. She's my senses. My everything. --- It wasn't good, was it? I'm really bad at descriptions, BUT can you give my book a chance? But the book is good. I promise Also, this is NOT a mafia book. y'all add it in that list and confuse me. TW: The book contains abuse, sexual abuse, and assault. Please proceed with care. I may haven't put warnings. I'll put it once I go back to it ------- STARTED- 22nd OCTOBER 2021 ENDED- 17th DECEMBER 2022 #1 in anxiety attacks = 05/03/2022 #1 in sa. #1 in adorable = 22/12/2021 #1 gloves = 15 jan '22 [1k votes = 24 jan 2022] [4.0 - 15k reads = 10 jan 2022] [- 30.6k reads = 13 feb 2022] [- 40.2k reads = 9 march 2022]

Parallel (Vexxieverse Series - Part 1) by SomeDovesFly

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Wrong Number you child (AngelsDuo) by Flareongirl360

Me: TUBBBOOOOOO YOU PROMISE THAT YOU WOULD GUVW ME RHE HOMEWORK ANSWERS! ???: what Me: DONT LMAY DUMB WITH ME YOU WANT ME RO FAIL ???: you have terrible spelling you know what Me: SHUT UP! ???: you also have caps lock on ???: also I'm not Tubbo Me: Me: WHAT?! (In where a loud blonde British teenager accidentally texts a British blonde man who may or may not have the patience to deal with someone demanding homework answers. Legend says that he never even got the homework answers) Mainly filled with crack, fluff, Tommy acting like a child, Dadza, maybe some angst sprinkled in there and comfort. Not a ship story, the relationship here will be father and son like so don't get any ideas!

Stephen x Hosuh (angst oneshots) by NinesAnderson

I just want to say that mental disorders are not a joke. This book is a venting/stress relief to me. I do not wish harm apon anyone. If this really bothers you im sorry. I for one, enjoy writing sad stories with unhappy endings. Anyway, i nust had to put that out there, im not making fun of mental disorders. Thank you. Maky, im always open for requests! If Dan, Hosuh, joey, Or Stephen Are Uncomfortable I Will Delete This. If you dont like Stephen x Hosuh, why tf are you here? There are many spoilers just gonna say. Heeyyy!!! Some chapters might be fluffy! Yeah, so if i run out of sad ideas i can make yall fan/girl/boy/zie over it! Xd good luckk Tw: Death Suicide Self-harm(abuse) Anorexia Bulimia Nervosa Food Restrictions Post Traumatic Stress Disorder PTSD Child neglect Bullying Bipolar Anxiety Disorder Panic Attack Disorder Schizophrenia Diet Pills OD (Over Dose) Grief Dangerous Actions (Suicidal) Gore Breakdowns Sleep paralysis Murder (mass or one) Phobias There will be some aesthetic chapters and i do continue some of the oneshots! I try to upload everyday but i know i cant do that so i will upload whenever im able to! Motivation is low so uploads will be slow but i promise ill make them good! I have some of these disorders so i understand. Pm me if you need to vent. Im always up, 6am-4pm im at school so ill be offline (GMT-4) i do a lot of all nighters so i will always be free to help! I care even if i dont know you! I have been offline for a bit but i will update this as much as i can! <3 ilya and im here for you lil pickles (idk thats what came to mind) and if you are questioning your sexuality or gender, im here for you! I can help you with that! I have done a lot of research so im open. Top Charts: #1 sadfic #6 Stephen #1 angest #2 Hosuh #1 Danplan #4 schizophrenia

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