Ruru, now 23, lost her will to continue again after losing her mother. Now she feels the massive guilt of not making her mom proud while she's still alive, and she's now suffering more than ever from the feeling of getting lost in her life, she doesn't know what to do anymore. She feels that her life is stagnating, or even backward. But she still has a dream that keeps her going, and she wants to achieve that while fighting the desire to succumb to despair and just let everything end.All Rights Reserved