My Indecisive Heart
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"I don't know what I want, Morowa!" I cried, tears streaming down my face as my best friend Morowa grabbed my wrists, stopping me from hitting myself for the thousandth time. "I feel like because of my instability, everyone I love is going to leave me. I'm a mess, Morowa! I can't make a choice, I really can't." My mind was a jumble of emotions, my heart racing with anxiety.
Kayla Sanderson was your typical high school girl - or so it seemed. She had her own tight-knit trio of friends, decent grades, and the perfect parents. Kayla basically had it all, and in this context, her 'all' was the perfect relationship. But everything changed when Isaac walked into her life. With his captivating hazel eyes and charming smile, he turned her world upside down. As she's torn between her feelings for Isaac and her long-time crush, a shocking betrayal rocks her world. Someone she trusts has been hiding a secret, and the revelation threatens to destroy everything Kayla thought she knew about love, friendship, and herself. Now, she must confront the ultimate question: what does she truly want?
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