"Do you realize how much I love you, Louis? So fucking much! I can't take it any longer. I don't want to feel the pain anymore. Knowing you won't be with me..... It's too much..... I'm hanging by a falling thread. It's time for that thread to hit the ground." Life is tough when love isn't mutual. When jealousy is at it's worst. When you know that your wounds will never be healed, unless the impossible happens. You just can't take it any longer. You have to leave. You can't tell anyone, they'll stop you. You know you will let everybody down, but it's worth it if it means you can't be with him. It's for the best. You have to let go. You can't take it any longer. The pain is unbearable & you refuse to live with it any longer. It's time. So you refresh old memories, then you leave.