If Loving You Were A Sin
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Last published Tue, Apr 15, 2025
In a world painted black and white, Ciel discovers a love that bleeds vibrant colors. But can a love deemed a sin ever hope to bloom?
"Is loving him, a sin?" That question echoed in Ciel's mind like a forbidden prayer. Raised in a devout Christian household, Ciel wrestles with a secret that threatens to shatter his world - his feelings for another boy. As his new chapter unfolds on a new school year, Ciel encounters the suffocating expectations of his family and the electrifying pull towards his significant other, the charming debate star. Torn between faith and desire, Ciel is on a path of self-discovery, yearning for a love that might be deemed as sin. Will he find the courage to embrace his truth, or will fear keep him forever silent?
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