All of the things he just did and said to me were going over my head and I wasn't listening to anything or paying attention to anything that was happening in front of me because I was so out of it that it took me a little while to realize what he said. Would he kill me? Would he kill the love of his life? Or was it not the love of his life to begin with but he told me he loved me? Was he a liar? In the back of my mind, he knew he was a liar from the very beginning but I stayed with him because I thought the way he was treating me was ok and that everything would go back to normal the next day or the next day but that never happened. It lasted for almost four years of my life and when I finally got away from him it was the best thing I've ever done in my whole twenty-one years of life. I got away from someone who never loved me, to begin with. He just wanted to control something he thought loved him. And I'm talking about a person being treated like something and not a human being. They saw me as a set and not a human.