Following you | Jilix

I am a stalker (Felix) and i don't know why i am doing it.
I am following him everywhere he goes, what he does, when he is happy or sad.
I see him cry a lot, i see his all sides.
But what will happen if i get into the accident that will partially erase the memories and i can't no longer remember him or understand myself, i was weird and now i am different.
What if he knows i am his Stalker?
I don't remember him, after all....
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The story contains a lot of disturbing topics, a suicide, stalking, toxic love, fighting, blood etc.
It's a 18+ story!
I took the characters as an inspiration for the story, i don't ship them.
I don't place warnings for the story to be more engaging.
It's my story don't copy any parts of it.