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The journey of enlightenment (JOE) needs to be worked out - IN WRITING (says my guide).  

"Okay then, let's do this!!!", I finally say with fists raised to the sky.

So, what are you really in for, my dear reader?  Possibly a phrenetic mess.  This is not a story.  It is a story destroyer.  Be warned as it might affect your very perception of reality.  This is a part of yoga.  It is the inquiry aspect and meant to lead toward Full Awakening, Truth Realization, Self Realization aka, as some call it, Enlightenment. 

It will read differently in each chapter because this is like a personal diary of a process, however, it is also being written with you in mind.

Each "chapter" will be an entry, diary style, of me trying to work out what is True.  This is a process Jed McKenna (the inspiration of this endeavor) calls "autolysis".    This will be happening in real time and not with a bunch of editing.  I don't know what it will look like.  Maybe a reality show in words?  We shall see.  Wish me luck.All Rights Reserved

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