My dead love

It has been 7 years since he passed.

Me and Jason have know eachover since, well forever really?
It was at the age of 15 he said he wanted to marry me and start a family. But about a week later him and his family had to move to another city because of work.

I had lost all contact with him and his family.

About a month after all of this, his family got in contact with mine saying he had passed.
What would i do now?