Harry, a self conscious last year, has a plan. When he awakes one night he decides that the torment of the nightmares and the losses he's endured is enough. Using the Marauders map, he finds Draco in a certain part of the school. Hoping that he'll either be helped or saved, he goes to the blonde headed boy to kill himself with an audience. But in that moment an everlasting love blooms. With both students suffering with internal hatred and family issues they confide in each other. But what happens when a certain person change's Harrys perception of the love Draco claims he has for him? Maybe their love wasn't aligned in fate after all. TW this story is intended for mature audiences as there is depictions of; internalized homophobia, self harm, nightmares, suicide, abuse, neglect, death, trauma, an overdose and blood.