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Ongoing, Unang na-publish Jul 06, 2024
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Random thoughts AND book I made at 1:00am😇‼️

Please mind the spelling and grammar mistakes..I'm either fully awake or on the brink of falling asleep😞💕

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I might update this daily!
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There's a party and we're all going
And we're all growing up
Somebody's driving and he will be drinking
And no one's going back
'Cause we've tried hungry and we've tried full
And nothing seems enough
So tonight, tonight
The boys are gonna go for
More, more, more
And I want a love that falls as fast
As a body from the balcony
And I wanna kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
Smell that, it's wet grass, and smoke in my hair
I think I've had enough
But he wants a finale and I came prepared
And we're not going back
And I've tried sharing and I've tried caring
And I've tried putting out
But the boys, boys, boys keep coming on for
More, more, more
And change change change is gonna come, but
When, when, when?
And I want a love that falls as fast
As a body from the balcony
And I wanna kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
And I want a love that falls as fast
As a body from the balcony
And I wanna kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
I'm not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
I wanna be what my body wants me to be
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Fall- A Justin Bieber Love Story ni _SamirahZaman
61 parte Kumpleto
Fall Series: BOOK 1 He wants to say 'I love you' but keeps it to goodnight, because love will mean some falling and she's afraid of heights. Well let me tell you a story about a girl and a boy. He fell in love with his best friend when she is around he feels nothing but joy, but she is already taken and it makes him mad, because he believes that she belongs with him as he will treat her right. Does she know that he loves her? Or is she not aware? She is the reason for the smile on his face and he isn't going nowhere. He wants to make her happy, he's there to make her smile. He has been feeling like this for a long while. Everyone is afraid of what a relationship may do, cause they have such an amazing friendship that they can't afford to lose. They don't want to lose it either, but they can't stay sitting around while being in love with one another. He thinks she's an angel who forgot how to fly. She don't know that it breaks his heart seeing her with someone else. Everyone knows that a piece of him goes every time she needs a shoulder to cry on. He hopes she will realise by the end of this story that he loves her. He will catch her if she falls. He promises he will catch if she falls. He needs to catch her if she falls. He will catch her if she falls. He promises her if she spreads her wings, she can fly away with him but they can't fly unless she lets herself fall... What's going to make her fall in love? She has all her walls wrapped all the way around her heart. She doesn't have to be scared at all, because she can't fly unless she let's herself fall... "Did you know you're an angel who forgot how to fly? But if you spread your wings you can fly away with me, but you can't fly unless you let yourself Fall..." ~"Please don't forget me." "I can never forget you."~
Just A Thought ni juayxx
30 parte Kumpleto
Something tragic has happened. A 17 year old Valeri has to move to her dad's place. She spent all her life thinking he was dead. Her now dead mother told her that. Not knowing she has a twin brother she flies over the country and meets him there. She comes back into lives of people she once knew and loved. Not just her family. But someone else. A boy who took care of her when she was struggling. Her best friend. Valeri is dealing with addictions and when something at her new home happens, she sinks even lower. It might not end well for her. But she has friends now. Her kind brother, two funny friends and someone else she once knew... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Heyy! This is my first book. 1. I want to make it clear that English is not my first language and there might be writing mistakes. 2. ⚠️BEFORE YOU START READING CHECK TWs BELOW⚠️ 3. I myself struggle with an addiction and I think writing this book will help me process everything. That's another reason why I'm doing it. 4. You're welcome to comment but leave if you're here to write hate comments. I don't care what you think. 5. If you're here just for smut this is not a book for you. There might be some scenes but not many. This story is about struggling, dealing and fighting with addictions. 6. I'll post a new chapter every few days. I have a lot of schoolwork but I'll try my best. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS: panic and anxiety attacks, self harm, sexual assault and rape, eating disorder, drinking and smoking, weed, pills, drug addiction, overdose, suicide attempt, depression, ptsd, swearing, mature content TROPES: -childhood best friend -friends to lovers -brother's best friend -who did this to you? -one bed trope I'LL PROBABLY ADD SOME MORE I hope you'll enjoy it!
empty ~ kurotsuki ni 11k41y0
10 parte Kumpleto Mature
"the secret is to just be empty." his reflection looms over him as if it were a giant wave waiting to devour him. he feels the noose of his subconscious grow tighter, suffocating him with the voices of dysmorphia. as it tightens, his control begins to slip. "you can trust me...they don't know what you need...this is what will satisfy you." in his mind, he is healthy and this is normal to want to be thin. he has to be the spitting image of a national-playing athlete. he has to be for his boyfriend; who would want to date someone this ugly? he has to be for his family; he can't fail their expectations. this is normal. kei is stubborn. too stubborn for his own good. "you're beautiful." lair. "you're perfect just the way you are." shut up. "i love you." why? it may be too late for kei to realize that he is no longer himself. he is nothing but a hollow shell living in foreign skin. inside, he is empty. *** this story is inspired by jaidenanimations and BoyInABand's song "Empty". i do not own the song, nor do i take any credit for the lyrics. i do not own haikyuu or any of the characters. these characters belong to Haruichi Furudate. this story covers mature topics that may be triggering to some individuals. viewer discretion is advised. lowercase intended.
ᎪKᎬᎷᏆ'Ꮪ ᎪᎢᎢᎬᎷᏢᎢ ni sayonaranyoom
14 mga parte Kumpleto
Homura repeats the inevitable cycle of despair and death, but when she travels into another timeline, Madoka's personality seems a bit off. Some magical girls shouldn't survive this timeline, but Homura will keep them alive for Madoka's safety. However, when Madoka becomes stricken by an arrow of love, the crush goes overboard, and changes the chances of surviving the Wapurgisnatch's attack. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I don't own Madoka Magica. I don't own the music. I don't own any of the pictures or videos. There are cliches in the book. ( ._.) *Under some editing; looking for typos.* *•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•* "If you use your wish to grant someone else's, you should know exactly why you're doing it. Are you really doing it for someone's benefit, or the opposite, you're doing it for the person's everlasting gratitude?" -Mami Tomoe, Episode 2 ((Alright I'm going to frank with you: I don't ship Homura with anyone (lol)! Even Nagisa, because she's REALLY young, and to be in a relationship with someone way older than you would be pedophiliac. *Coughs* MamiNagi *Cough* Any ship with younsters and older people *Cough* etc. bad ships))
Waves - Book #2 [completed] ni isabellaskyauthor
57 parte Kumpleto Mature
Mason 🎸 My life's in shambles. Okay, that's a little dramatic considering that my band broke up. But I don't know what to do with my future, my career and my life going forward. So I do the only reasonable thing and run as far as I can go - to Australia. Nobody here knows (or cares) how famous I am. Especially Riley doesn't care. She doesn't even like me and has no problem telling me how much she thinks I suck. Riley 🌊 He's the most arrogant person I've met in a long time. Demanding, entitled and conceited. Charming and pretty too. Urgh. Mutual friends force us to spent time together again and again. I just can't escape him. I don't want him and I don't need him, yet he's the constant dripping that will wear away the stones I've put around my heart for a good reason. ~~~ Waves is a "we don't like each other"-to-lovers book with a strong-minded female lead who has to learn to allow feelings again, and a cocky and witty (maybe unlikeable at first) male lead with a failed rockstar attitude. But I promise he's sweet underneath it all. 18+ ONLY (strong language, sexual content, swearing etc.) Trigger Warnings (may contain spoilers): 🚩loss of a loved one 🚩mentions of drugs ~~~ I'll try to update twice a week, but without a schedule this time. I may throw in a couple extra chapters here and there depending on how writing goes. Love, Izzy 🌿
LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION) ni AquaediusAiyoka
13 parte Kumpleto Mature
***UNPOLISHED*** ***PLEASE READ IF YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS*** EVERYTHING WORD IS LITERALLY STRAIGHT FROM MY ICLOUD NOTES 💀😂 IT IS NOT EDITED "Late nights in Tokyo is cluster of information from me myself" "Describing my ways" "My emotions" "My thoughts" "In my own personal way..." "ON god i cant stand me dealing with these thoughts because sometimes it gets to me other times i successfully get them outta my head... i dont need to be thinking anythng like this for real...i need someone to save me you feel me...because like i said it isnt healthly to just sit here and feel like this...i gotta find good in the bad and most of the time it is...I wanna help so many people as i can and tell them this is the way...i wanna be peoples light..its sounds dumb but i know how to feel and i gotta get all this hate and dark feelings out" "I made this because I always wanted to keep track of my thoughts and feelings and maybe this will passed on to someone who wants to understand me..." "In a beautiful different city like Tokyo" 1/30/19 "The only person that can save me is myself. I shouldn't depend on nobody else on such deep personal feelings" "Late Nights In Tokyo, The "Late Nights" could mean myself or my feelings, thoughts, mindset, and all in general how I perceive things. Same thing with "Tokyo" I could be in my head overthinking or expressing my emotions flexing my own beauty. Hence why calling Tokyo a beautiful city. My thoughts and etc (Late Nights) are within myself (Tokyo) "Late Nights in Tokyo". Goes without saying, everyone's own way of thinking it's unique and different...everyone has their own beauty". "Scattered thoughts and emotions just written down from an emotional teenage boy, trying to figure himself out". Enjoy 3/29/20 December 20, 2016 (first created) October 11, 2019 (finished)
bakudeku {18+ shots} ni cheshirepretty
9 mga parte Ongoing Mature
Hello everyone! This is a BKDK book (God please forgive me) I am a female writer!!! PLEASE ENJOY AND READ BELOW!! love you! 4-16-23 : 10.3k reads! Omfg i love y'all and I hope you guys keep reading and stay tune you hornsters😽(2025 me; oh my god i'm in tears why would i write that.) 4-19-23: 11.8k...omg I love everything single one of you 3-1-25: I'm fully back with motivation! ---------------------------- Book includes (UPDATED VERSION): -My au (Alternative Universe) (both main characters age ranges 21+ when nsfw chapters but age may change throughout other topics or story plots. I may bring up random oc's) -Random story plots (mafia, school, hero's but these includes a bunch of mha charecters!) -LGBTQIA+ - 18+ NSFW content (smut/heavy smut) -Explicit language - Heavy topics related to: suicide, sh, abuse, use of drugs + alcohol mentions) ****most likely on story plot chapters If you are uncomfortable with these inclusions, i suggest you to read the softer chapters that mention "fluff" next to the story title -------------------------- ⚠️THESE CHARACTERS DO NOT BELONG TO ME⚠️ ⚠️IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THESE INCLUSIONS, I SUGGEST YOU NOT TO READ OR READ THE SOFTER CHAPTERS THAT HAS "fluff" NEXT TO THE TITLE⚠️ ---------------------------- published: 03/18/22 comeback: 03/01/25 ------------------------------ Thank you -pretty (Also did you eat or drink water today?? If not GO DO IT!!! you need to stay energized &lt;333)
Jade Locust Among Gold Silk [OC Insert x LMK] ni CallMeSencei
43 parte Kumpleto Mature
{Since I, the creator am extremely burnt out and out of ideas, take an LMK self-insert} [NONE OF THESE PICTURES ARE MINE UNLESS I CALIM THEM. That includes the cover] ------- "Sen it's time to go!" "Coming!" I responded closing the LMK edit I was enjoying, Summer break finally was here and I was too excited to see my little sister! Finally everything was coming together! _____ My lungs ache and clench desperately as I fail to open my eyes, soaked in blood and debris I can feel everything I ever hoped for leaving me... Nora...I'm so...so- _____ "..." I exhale somberly as I flex my fingers to their best of limits, till the thick gauze and bandages force me to relax... How come I remember everything that happened? That doesn't really happen in resurrection right? Aren't I supposed to forget my past life? Well, I do still have my phone...and I look almost identical to before... Did I even die? Or did something else happen in those few seconds? _____ A seemingly normal yet depressed teen, only 19 and a half... Summer break should've been the beginning of blessing after blessing... But this was a nightmare...one that she somehow coped with...and continues to. _____ 'I don't have time to cry anymore-! Their gone! I'm dead! I'm just a dead memory to them now! It's not like mom will miss me!' _____ "Look kid, the more you grumble about how bad life was to you, maybe you should- "Should what? Let loose? Have fun? Be an impulsive jerk-!?" It was obvious my snap back caught the legend off guard, but...I didn't care... I don't care... _____ "Look MK...There's nothing you can do to help me, your a hero......not a god." _____ 'OH GOD HE'S HOT-!!' _____ One summer, one train wreck, a few bad discussions, and a lot of kettle chips. The Jade Locust will continue the fester and devour your soul... I will make sure of that. _____ Hehe, Writers block go BRRRRRR [Started: June 9, 2023] [Ended:June 26, 2023] Note: I've now made Sen 19 years old.
Perfect Fate ✔ (Moved To Inkitt) ni fanoshkaflippo
13 parte Kumpleto Mature
Wattpad Creator! Happy and proud. HIM: Staying the night? Not my thing. Hearts and flowers? Boring. Falling in love? Not anytime soon. Settling down? Off the table. Getting married? You're kidding me, right? That was me before the night we first met. Because, well, meeting a hot chick that made me hard just by looking at her was definitely not in my plans when I sneaked out of a woman's apartment after what was already a long night. Taking her home and getting her a chocolate cake, though, was kind of intentional. But falling for her? Boy, that was pretty much inevitable. HER: He came out of nowhere, literally. I was there, sitting on that bench, barefoot and crying and just getting my heart broken in peace and silence. Then he appeared, all mad and furious and sexy and tall and just drool-worthy! And just like that, despite my poor attempts of escaping him, he had me wrapped in his world. A crazy yet heart-fluttering world, that I have absolutely no intentions of leaving anytime soon. ------- Character development is a main theme in this book. It shows you how they both work on changing for the better, while trying to overcome the obstacles in their relationship and fight for each other till the end. ** Warning!! Some chapters contain sexual scenes, but there's always a warning at the head of the chapter. Do not read them if you're under 18.** * Also, please beware that this story contains a lot of swearing. Read at your own risk. * **I don't own any photos used in this book. All are found on the internet for public use.** Highest Rankings: Sexy - #1 Love - #1 General Fiction - #41 Romance - #46 ------ ** Copyright © 2014 by Fanoshka Flippo (Farah Fekry). All rights reserved. No part of this document may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without prior written permission of Fanoshka Flippo / Farah Fekry. **
"Goodbye Curly Head" ni NUmaker
40 parte Kumpleto
Through thick and thin the Law shall prevail. A new sense of purpose awaits us, children of light, in the land where it all began. The darkness in which we once cowered in fear, now curbed by the might of our endless light. Come, brothers, come, sisters. Let there be peace among the wicked, just as the Law dictates. Peace and certainty is all that you have ever longed for, little angel. A bright, stable future. A roof without holes above thy head. Acknowledgement and recognition of thy existence, feverish dreams of grandeur. Greed born from yearning, treacherous vines of rapacity taint your innocent soul. You seek a future that does not exist. Let thy fingers hold the fragile line between dream and nightmare. Let thy light navigate the path. Shall thee give in and falter, O' land of old, envelop his body in thy unending flame of chaos. Spit out nothing but an empty husk, the remnants of a smile once so bright. Shall thee prevail, O', Great Kazdel, I ask of you, the impossible - take mercy on the innocent. Don't let the radiance dim and don't let the mind turn bleak. Wake, young traveler. Bid thy farewells and burn thy bridges. It's time to say goodbye, curly head. Cross post from AO3. For a shorter and more on-point description, look no further! I had something silly written up before throwing it out in exchange for that wall of text upstairs. It's a little story "about a young, dumb sankta who's been dealt a bad hand at life, looking for his place in all this mess. The pointless search for a better future leads him far, far away from home, to a country forever ravaged by war and misery - Kazdel, the promised land where devils roam free and peace feels out of place." Anyway, it's quite lengthy, but hopefully enjoyable? Slide a comment if you want, I'll give you a tiny kiss on the forehead. Man, do I love comments. (Lastly, to point out, English is not my native language, but I don't think it'll be much of an issue ;3)
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Waves - Book #2 [completed] cover
LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION) cover
bakudeku {18+ shots} cover
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"Goodbye Curly Head" cover

Fall- A Justin Bieber Love Story

61 parte Kumpleto

Fall Series: BOOK 1 He wants to say 'I love you' but keeps it to goodnight, because love will mean some falling and she's afraid of heights. Well let me tell you a story about a girl and a boy. He fell in love with his best friend when she is around he feels nothing but joy, but she is already taken and it makes him mad, because he believes that she belongs with him as he will treat her right. Does she know that he loves her? Or is she not aware? She is the reason for the smile on his face and he isn't going nowhere. He wants to make her happy, he's there to make her smile. He has been feeling like this for a long while. Everyone is afraid of what a relationship may do, cause they have such an amazing friendship that they can't afford to lose. They don't want to lose it either, but they can't stay sitting around while being in love with one another. He thinks she's an angel who forgot how to fly. She don't know that it breaks his heart seeing her with someone else. Everyone knows that a piece of him goes every time she needs a shoulder to cry on. He hopes she will realise by the end of this story that he loves her. He will catch her if she falls. He promises he will catch if she falls. He needs to catch her if she falls. He will catch her if she falls. He promises her if she spreads her wings, she can fly away with him but they can't fly unless she lets herself fall... What's going to make her fall in love? She has all her walls wrapped all the way around her heart. She doesn't have to be scared at all, because she can't fly unless she let's herself fall... "Did you know you're an angel who forgot how to fly? But if you spread your wings you can fly away with me, but you can't fly unless you let yourself Fall..." ~"Please don't forget me." "I can never forget you."~

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