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जारी, पहली बार प्रकाशित जुल 06, 2024
copinghomuramadokarandomrandomstoriesrandomthoughtsrantingaboutliferantssillinesswlw
Random thoughts AND book I made at 1:00am😇‼️

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There's a party and we're all going
And we're all growing up
Somebody's driving and he will be drinking
And no one's going back
'Cause we've tried hungry and we've tried full
And nothing seems enough
So tonight, tonight
The boys are gonna go for
More, more, more
And I want a love that falls as fast
As a body from the balcony
And I wanna kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
Smell that, it's wet grass, and smoke in my hair
I think I've had enough
But he wants a finale and I came prepared
And we're not going back
And I've tried sharing and I've tried caring
And I've tried putting out
But the boys, boys, boys keep coming on for
More, more, more
And change change change is gonna come, but
When, when, when?
And I want a love that falls as fast
As a body from the balcony
And I wanna kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
And I want a love that falls as fast
As a body from the balcony
And I wanna kiss like my heart is hitting the ground
I'm holding my breath with a baseball bat
Though I don't know what I'm waiting for
I am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
I'm not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be
I wanna be what my body wants me to be
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I'll Always Love You... [COMPLETE] द्वारा Simp4HaikyuShips
19 भागो पूरी की गई कथा प्रौढ़ों के लिँ
"Even if no one else does..I'll always love you..." Hey guys! Welcome to my very first fanfic! This fanfic is based off the anime show: Haikyu!! featuring the main characters of Karasuno and rival teams! Please, in the comments, don't hate! If you would, I will ready any suggestions on how to make my writing better so YOU have a better experience! Thank you! -A/N WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS: MALE X MALE, MINOR SEXUAL CONTENT WHICH MAY GROW, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND SCENES, ADULT LANGUAGE AND NUDITY! PLEASE, IF YOU ARE SENSITVE TO ANY OF THESE THINGS CLICK OUT NOW! I ADIVSE YOU BE AT LEAST 18+ TO READ! THANK YOU! -A/N Trailer: After the fatal accident that killed Shoyo Hinata's father, his mother became an abusive drunk, always blaming Shoyo and his younger sister Natsu on their father's death. Both children beaten, they lived in new fear which got worse for Shoyo when his mother beat Natsu to death and lied to the police, saying she had been getting beating up at school and fell down the stairs on her way up. Shoyo's grades dropped lower than hell till the end of Middle School. Determined to find a good High School with a volleyball team, he searched online. He smiled for once in many months when he found out about Karasuno Haigh School: Home of the Crows, where he would soon meet Tobio Kageyama. When Tobio and Shoyo's growing friendship starts to fade into a romantic state, things got worse for Shoyo at home, causing him to cut himself, having suicidal thoughts. Tobio, clueless of how much Shoyo was hurting, started to brainstorm ideas how to confess to Shoyo. Suddenly, his world shattered when Koshi Sugawara called him, saying Shoyo was about to jump off the school roof. Will Tobio confess his heavy love to Shoyo while trying to get him to change his mind....or will we keep his mouth shut and think of other ways to get him to re think his choices..? Thank you for your time in reading this! I hope you all enjoy! Until i see you again my little Simps! -A/N
LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION) द्वारा AquaediusAiyoka
13 भागो पूरी की गई कथा प्रौढ़ों के लिँ
***UNPOLISHED*** ***PLEASE READ IF YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS*** EVERYTHING WORD IS LITERALLY STRAIGHT FROM MY ICLOUD NOTES 💀😂 IT IS NOT EDITED "Late nights in Tokyo is cluster of information from me myself" "Describing my ways" "My emotions" "My thoughts" "In my own personal way..." "ON god i cant stand me dealing with these thoughts because sometimes it gets to me other times i successfully get them outta my head... i dont need to be thinking anythng like this for real...i need someone to save me you feel me...because like i said it isnt healthly to just sit here and feel like this...i gotta find good in the bad and most of the time it is...I wanna help so many people as i can and tell them this is the way...i wanna be peoples light..its sounds dumb but i know how to feel and i gotta get all this hate and dark feelings out" "I made this because I always wanted to keep track of my thoughts and feelings and maybe this will passed on to someone who wants to understand me..." "In a beautiful different city like Tokyo" 1/30/19 "The only person that can save me is myself. I shouldn't depend on nobody else on such deep personal feelings" "Late Nights In Tokyo, The "Late Nights" could mean myself or my feelings, thoughts, mindset, and all in general how I perceive things. Same thing with "Tokyo" I could be in my head overthinking or expressing my emotions flexing my own beauty. Hence why calling Tokyo a beautiful city. My thoughts and etc (Late Nights) are within myself (Tokyo) "Late Nights in Tokyo". Goes without saying, everyone's own way of thinking it's unique and different...everyone has their own beauty". "Scattered thoughts and emotions just written down from an emotional teenage boy, trying to figure himself out". Enjoy 3/29/20 December 20, 2016 (first created) October 11, 2019 (finished)
Waves - Book #2 [completed] द्वारा isabellaskyauthor
57 भागो पूरी की गई कथा प्रौढ़ों के लिँ
Mason 🎸 My life's in shambles. Okay, that's a little dramatic considering that my band broke up. But I don't know what to do with my future, my career and my life going forward. So I do the only reasonable thing and run as far as I can go - to Australia. Nobody here knows (or cares) how famous I am. Especially Riley doesn't care. She doesn't even like me and has no problem telling me how much she thinks I suck. Riley 🌊 He's the most arrogant person I've met in a long time. Demanding, entitled and conceited. Charming and pretty too. Urgh. Mutual friends force us to spent time together again and again. I just can't escape him. I don't want him and I don't need him, yet he's the constant dripping that will wear away the stones I've put around my heart for a good reason. ~~~ Waves is a "we don't like each other"-to-lovers book with a strong-minded female lead who has to learn to allow feelings again, and a cocky and witty (maybe unlikeable at first) male lead with a failed rockstar attitude. But I promise he's sweet underneath it all. 18+ ONLY (strong language, sexual content, swearing etc.) Trigger Warnings (may contain spoilers): 🚩loss of a loved one 🚩mentions of drugs ~~~ I'll try to update twice a week, but without a schedule this time. I may throw in a couple extra chapters here and there depending on how writing goes. Love, Izzy 🌿
ᎪKᎬᎷᏆ'Ꮪ ᎪᎢᎢᎬᎷᏢᎢ द्वारा sayonaranyoom
14 भागो पूरी की गई कथा
Homura repeats the inevitable cycle of despair and death, but when she travels into another timeline, Madoka's personality seems a bit off. Some magical girls shouldn't survive this timeline, but Homura will keep them alive for Madoka's safety. However, when Madoka becomes stricken by an arrow of love, the crush goes overboard, and changes the chances of surviving the Wapurgisnatch's attack. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I don't own Madoka Magica. I don't own the music. I don't own any of the pictures or videos. There are cliches in the book. ( ._.) *Under some editing; looking for typos.* *•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•* "If you use your wish to grant someone else's, you should know exactly why you're doing it. Are you really doing it for someone's benefit, or the opposite, you're doing it for the person's everlasting gratitude?" -Mami Tomoe, Episode 2 ((Alright I'm going to frank with you: I don't ship Homura with anyone (lol)! Even Nagisa, because she's REALLY young, and to be in a relationship with someone way older than you would be pedophiliac. *Coughs* MamiNagi *Cough* Any ship with younsters and older people *Cough* etc. bad ships))
Life Of A Mafia King द्वारा PrernaGautam1417
40 भागो जारी प्रौढ़ों के लिँ
A lovely Girl who cherish by everyone in her home, A little Girl who just turn sixteen, A lovely Girl who never even felt pain but everything change in her life in just seconds. One day she spend her birthday like all the time with her sweetest family but she would not even have imagined that when she would have returned home, she would have seen the most dreadful sight of her life. Will she survive? will someone be able to save her from the monster? will someone be able to put the broken girl back together? -------------------------------------- ??:" You WAS mine, you ARE mine, you ALWAYS be mine DOLL" ??:"Every part of your body is mine, it's mine to use, it's mine to play, it's mine do everything I want" ??: "Do what I'm saying or else you going to regret it, understand my little DOLL?" "Y/N : I nodded my head" "??: I NEED FUCKING WORDS" "Y/N: Y..yes M..master? "??: That's my Little Doll" These were the most dangerous words of her life which she never wanted to hear but her fate wanted her to hear those words 24/7. _________________________________________ Hey Guys😘 I'm PRERNA😉😉. I'm an ARMY GIRL in the BANGTAN WORLD💜 This is my first writing FANFICTION I'm going to write please support me. I'm not experience at all. Forgive me for and grammatical mistakes. Its my own imagination I'm going to write if you like please share and and most importantly if you see🤓🤓 any mistakes let me know 🙂🙂. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
bakudeku {18+ shots} द्वारा cheshirepretty
9 भागो जारी प्रौढ़ों के लिँ
Hello everyone! This is a BKDK book (God please forgive me) I am a female writer!!! PLEASE ENJOY AND READ BELOW!! love you! 4-16-23 : 10.3k reads! Omfg i love y'all and I hope you guys keep reading and stay tune you hornsters😽(2025 me; oh my god i'm in tears why would i write that.) 4-19-23: 11.8k...omg I love everything single one of you 3-1-25: I'm fully back with motivation! ---------------------------- Book includes (UPDATED VERSION): -My au (Alternative Universe) (both main characters age ranges 21+ when nsfw chapters but age may change throughout other topics or story plots. I may bring up random oc's) -Random story plots (mafia, school, hero's but these includes a bunch of mha charecters!) -LGBTQIA+ - 18+ NSFW content (smut/heavy smut) -Explicit language - Heavy topics related to: suicide, sh, abuse, use of drugs + alcohol mentions) ****most likely on story plot chapters If you are uncomfortable with these inclusions, i suggest you to read the softer chapters that mention "fluff" next to the story title -------------------------- ⚠️THESE CHARACTERS DO NOT BELONG TO ME⚠️ ⚠️IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THESE INCLUSIONS, I SUGGEST YOU NOT TO READ OR READ THE SOFTER CHAPTERS THAT HAS "fluff" NEXT TO THE TITLE⚠️ ---------------------------- published: 03/18/22 comeback: 03/01/25 ------------------------------ Thank you -pretty (Also did you eat or drink water today?? If not GO DO IT!!! you need to stay energized &lt;333)
His Jewelled Eyes द्वारा meowyume
28 भागो पूरी की गई कथा
・゜゜・✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ・゜゜・． TW: Suicidal MC, abuse, lots of angst, sensitive topics, eventual character death ✧ BAD GRAMMAR BECAUSE IT'S NOT BETA READ BY ANYONE ELSE BUT ME✧ p.s british english grammar (im not american lol) ✧ If you do not wish to read this type of stuff please click off! Otherwise please enjoy reading the description down bellow!✧ .・゜゜・　　・゜゜・． "Hey Aki, I love you..." A purple jewelled eyed boy says one day to his lover. "Pfft, what makes you say that all of a sudden Hina?" His lover responds smiling and looking down at the jewelled eyed boy resting on his lap. "I don't know I just felt like saying it..." He smiles back and reaching his hand out to pull his lover down for a kiss. But little did they know this bliss and happiness would soon end, tragically... Hinato Lyra born with special jewelled eyes known to carry an absurd amount of power making the holder so called 'perfect at everything' but, power always comes with a price, that is with all the power their eyes hold there is no space for emotions or feelings, so consumed with all the power not knowing what love or sadness is, voices constantly ringing in their head and whispers surrounding them, ultimately the holder never survives either killing themselves in the end or being killed by someone jealous of the power they hold, or the worst fate... their own power ultimately consuming them... Hinato Lyra previously known as ( 'Miyano Kaedashi' ) and Akira Castelli (previously known as 'Asahi Hasekura' ) are a pair of star crossed lovers, which means their love is always doomed to fail and end up in tragedy, it usually always ends up with one of them dying, will it be the same again for them? Well let's find out shall we? ✧ Notes ✧ Please remember I'm not by any means a professional writer and this is my first ever time posting a story of mine! Sorry if my grammar is bad it's mostly me writing this at m
Almost Lover {Kiingtong FF} द्वारा BabyIz01
45 भागो पूरी की गई कथा प्रौढ़ों के लिँ
{Completed} ==================================== "I'm scared Will." She whispered while looking up at the stars. "Of what?" I asked and turned to look down at her while she rested her head on my chest. "Of getting hurt again," she said while turning her body so she could look at me. "Don't worry. Nothing will hurt you as long as I'm here. I won't hurt you again Isabel, and I promise that." "Always?" She asked and I nodded. "Always," I assured her and sealed off the night with one kiss. ==================================== Love. It works out in many different ways, but does it really last? Sometimes lovers fall apart. Heart break seems to be the only way to go. Everything changes for Will when he meets Isabel. If only things didn't work out the way they do. Somethings are perfect, then you realize that they get ruined. Sometimes you just have to make it last. You have to love someone because you don't know whether the next time you see them will be your last. Hearts are torn apart, and burned to the ground. But how long will that last for? People change people...that's the secret of life. It's true. When you leave someone it doesn't just affect that one person, it affects everyone. Change is change, but can you learn to change back? It's only a matter of time until you lose the one you love. Sometimes it won't last for that long. You might see them one day, and when that day comes it could be the last. But then there's that one possibility where you just lose them forever. Will that happen in this book? Or will love prevail? Read to find out! {Kiingtong Fanfiction}
Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] द्वारा wasteofspace4150
70 भागो पूरी की गई कथा प्रौढ़ों के लिँ
***READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE)*** Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell
Jade Locust Among Gold Silk [OC Insert x LMK] द्वारा CallMeSencei
42 भागो पूरी की गई कथा प्रौढ़ों के लिँ
{Since I, the creator am extremely burnt out and out of ideas, take an LMK self-insert} [NONE OF THESE PICTURES ARE MINE UNLESS I CALIM THEM. That includes the cover] ------- "Sen it's time to go!" "Coming!" I responded closing the LMK edit I was enjoying, Summer break finally was here and I was too excited to see my little sister! Finally everything was coming together! _____ My lungs ache and clench desperately as I fail to open my eyes, soaked in blood and debris I can feel everything I ever hoped for leaving me... Nora...I'm so...so- _____ "..." I exhale somberly as I flex my fingers to their best of limits, till the thick gauze and bandages force me to relax... How come I remember everything that happened? That doesn't really happen in resurrection right? Aren't I supposed to forget my past life? Well, I do still have my phone...and I look almost identical to before... Did I even die? Or did something else happen in those few seconds? _____ A seemingly normal yet depressed teen, only 19 and a half... Summer break should've been the beginning of blessing after blessing... But this was a nightmare...one that she somehow coped with...and continues to. _____ 'I don't have time to cry anymore-! Their gone! I'm dead! I'm just a dead memory to them now! It's not like mom will miss me!' _____ "Look kid, the more you grumble about how bad life was to you, maybe you should- "Should what? Let loose? Have fun? Be an impulsive jerk-!?" It was obvious my snap back caught the legend off guard, but...I didn't care... I don't care... _____ "Look MK...There's nothing you can do to help me, your a hero......not a god." _____ 'OH GOD HE'S HOT-!!' _____ One summer, one train wreck, a few bad discussions, and a lot of kettle chips. The Jade Locust will continue the fester and devour your soul... I will make sure of that. _____ Hehe, Writers block go BRRRRRR [Started: June 9, 2023] [Ended:June 26, 2023] Note: I've now made Sen 19 years old.
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I'll Always Love You... [COMPLETE] cover
LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION) cover
Waves - Book #2 [completed] cover
ᎪKᎬᎷᏆ'Ꮪ ᎪᎢᎢᎬᎷᏢᎢ cover
Life Of A Mafia King cover
bakudeku {18+ shots} cover
His Jewelled Eyes cover
Almost Lover {Kiingtong FF} cover
Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] cover
Jade Locust Among Gold Silk [OC Insert x LMK] cover

I'll Always Love You... [COMPLETE]

19 भागो पूरी की गई कथा प्रौढ़ों के लिँ

"Even if no one else does..I'll always love you..." Hey guys! Welcome to my very first fanfic! This fanfic is based off the anime show: Haikyu!! featuring the main characters of Karasuno and rival teams! Please, in the comments, don't hate! If you would, I will ready any suggestions on how to make my writing better so YOU have a better experience! Thank you! -A/N WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS: MALE X MALE, MINOR SEXUAL CONTENT WHICH MAY GROW, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND SCENES, ADULT LANGUAGE AND NUDITY! PLEASE, IF YOU ARE SENSITVE TO ANY OF THESE THINGS CLICK OUT NOW! I ADIVSE YOU BE AT LEAST 18+ TO READ! THANK YOU! -A/N Trailer: After the fatal accident that killed Shoyo Hinata's father, his mother became an abusive drunk, always blaming Shoyo and his younger sister Natsu on their father's death. Both children beaten, they lived in new fear which got worse for Shoyo when his mother beat Natsu to death and lied to the police, saying she had been getting beating up at school and fell down the stairs on her way up. Shoyo's grades dropped lower than hell till the end of Middle School. Determined to find a good High School with a volleyball team, he searched online. He smiled for once in many months when he found out about Karasuno Haigh School: Home of the Crows, where he would soon meet Tobio Kageyama. When Tobio and Shoyo's growing friendship starts to fade into a romantic state, things got worse for Shoyo at home, causing him to cut himself, having suicidal thoughts. Tobio, clueless of how much Shoyo was hurting, started to brainstorm ideas how to confess to Shoyo. Suddenly, his world shattered when Koshi Sugawara called him, saying Shoyo was about to jump off the school roof. Will Tobio confess his heavy love to Shoyo while trying to get him to change his mind....or will we keep his mouth shut and think of other ways to get him to re think his choices..? Thank you for your time in reading this! I hope you all enjoy! Until i see you again my little Simps! -A/N

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