Sticky Black Tar

Ahra is a 13 year old soulmancer the gods wield as their very own weapon to slaughter those who go against them.
She barely remembers her own name.
The first six years of her life were spent in a tiny room, in complete darkness.
Ahra herself has the power of a god. She is not human. Soulmancers do not feel like humans do. Her life appears in grayscale.
She had never stepped foot into the Six realms the gods oversee until the day she suddenly finds herself released upon society, integrated into an academy in a remote land she herself destroyed.
According to the gods, this is "the most ethical decision".
She doesn't buy that bullshit.
The academy isn't what the gods lead her to believe.
It tries to break her.
Except, she was never intact to begin with.