Don't think about it . Don't listen to them. This is all in my head . If I didn't think about it , it will go away. It has to. I don't know what's happening to me.My emotions. Noices around me. It's driving me insane. It won't stop. I can't make it stop. The voices in my head. The worst thing is i can't tell anyone about this or they will think I'm crazy. I'm all alone.I feel so trapped in my head .My body. It just make me want to scream.But i won't let anyone see me like this . This vulnerable. Even after everything that happened I still am Lydia freaking Martin and I refuse to let anyone see me undone.
(This is an AU fanfiction of stydia. Set in the teenwolf universe. No one knows she is banshee yet . she is not aware of the supernatural world yet and set after season two)
I do not own the characters or the TV show .
Lydia isn't your average college student,she doesn't like parties and being involved in anything social,she also sticks to what she knows.
Then she mets him,she doesn't know what switch he flicked inside of her messed up brain but whatever he'd done it'd stopped everything.
The social anxiety,anxiety,the panic attacks and worst of all the depression. She began to open up and everyone she loved noticed,she wasn't known as the shy Lydia they met on the day she was born,she was now brave and passionate and open to the world.
I don't own any of these characters they all belong to the Satan aka Jeff Davis.
Characters:
Lydia
Allison
Stiles
Scott
Melissa
Natalie
Malia
Theo
Kira
Liam
Hayden + a few more.