Resignation (The Series)

I accidentally fell in love with a married man who was actually a colleague of mine who was in a higher position than me. He is my idol and I admire him for his dedication to work and his diligence and kindness to everyone. Most of all, he has intelligence and he is superior to everyone else. And that's one of the reasons why I like him so much to be fantasized and I always dream about someday I'm on his side. Every time I see his accomplishments, I envy on his spouse. I tried to avoid my feelings for him. I don't want to fall for him. But all my dreams will not come true. Because the person I love belongs to someone else has a complicated past that led to the death of his beloved spouse. That he didn't know that I was part of the death of his beloved future wife. And I became part of the event that happened It seems like a century ago when the memory was erased, in this life and I don't understand why I became part of the complexion on his tragic sadness dramatically love story on her spouse. And this is why I lost my job and auto resigned I have no idea how ended this story of meaningless.