Grim Desires: A Black Butler x Reader
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Sebastian Michaelis x PhantomhiveFemReader
Story Warnings (Please read): DARK, dark slow burn romance, explicit sexual scenes, scenes of sexual assault, gore and violence, death, self depriciation, suicidal, manga accurate, ect.
All monsters are human. Everyone suffers their own Hell. We all want to escape it. There's sex, drugs, alcohol, even death. Death is peaceful. Death is natural. Death is movement within a still environment. But, even death can be twisted. It can serve as entertainment, amusing the tortured souls in their hellish forms.
Who would want to live in a world where even death is uncertain? But, who would want to die?
I don't fear after death, it is inevitable.
I can hear him, panting with anticipation. I can feel him, cold amusement licking up my nape. Holding me hostage of my own accord.
And against any sane one's better judgment,
I dance in his gaze.
"Goodmorning My Lady, it is time to rise again for another day."
This will contain explicit sexual content in the future. If I see minors you will be blocked.
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The sun beat down on my skin, my tattered clothes showed parts of skin that where exposed to it's harmful rays. My bare feet sunk into the ground, their angry screams echoed behind me, encouraging me forward.I stopped at a clearing, whipping my head around I looked for a sign that would show me that that was the direction to flee towards. The yells of villagers came increasingly closer, taunting me, calling me foul names making me fear my fate even more. I looked over to the right of the clearing, seeing a flash of black through the thick leaves fly over he edge, I ran towards that direction. I ran faster than I had ever before, with the fear of losing my life keeping me going. And I hoped, that if I ran far enough, I would escape with my life. ------ A cabin, hidden deep in the woods was where I spent my ten years of life before my family was taken away from me before my own very eyes. They chased me, hunted me down, tried to kill me. All because I was different. I spent years on the run, adopting the life of a criminal, taking the worst path of life. I met an unlikely ally, who saved my life and made a contract with me. But then, we where captured. By a man who wore an eye patch with a demon butler. His name? Ciel Phantomhive. --------------------(COMPLETED) I do not own Black Butler or any of it's characters. I only own the plot line and my OC's.
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