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Growing up, Avery always suffered from something, rather it was losing friends early on in her life, being hated for no reason, rumors being spread about. 

It was always something for poor Avery.

But her home life wasn't good either.

Everyone thought she was a bedazzled queen in her fancy house with a loving, caring family, and amazing parents that never fought.

It was all a lie. all a cover, whereas, the words that are in the book, is the true story to be told..

the cover was a princess. the inside was a hellbound spiral of depression, resentment, hatred.. and something... 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 
something she didn't experience much of..
                               𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚






Should she run?
Should she end it? 
Or should she seek help from her secret admirer?All Rights Reserved

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