Under the Electric Sky
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Last published Tue, Apr 14, 2015
"Sometimes people think they know you. They know a few facts about you, and they piece you together in a way that makes sense to them. And if you don't know yourself very well, you might even believe that they are right. But the truth is, that isn't you. That isn't you at all."
This is the story of one girls descent into depression and ascent into mania. As she tries to cope with the fluctuating moods and tenuous relationships, she turns to the only thing that helps. Any narcotic she can get her hands on, slowly crescendoing into a surprise ending that she could never have anticipated. Written as a letter to the only person she has left, this is a letter to you.
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