Rising from the Ashes: A Muslim Womans Experience with Porn Addiction
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It's taken me about 5 years to muster up the courage to share my story.
Even now, as I type this, I'm thinking that I'm doing it all wrong. I'm deleting and re-typing, and trying to find the perfect words to make sure what I'm saying can be understood. But I suppose if you're someone who's struggling with what I was struggling with, somehow you'll know exactly what it can feel like.
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