something please change

Marie a depressed girl who has a lot of family trauma , thinks she knows all there is to know about her family yet she is still to discover many of her family's deepest darkest secrets , she figures she is alone in this world and hence follows the saying of each to there own , looking out for themselves and themselves alone . she has one main thought she ponders on each day , the thought that she is incapable of love , harsh yet fitting with her story , her very logical belief behind it of course is that it has never worked out for anyone else in her family so why should it for her , often even finding herself wondering does it even exist