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Affection under Devotion

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My soul is screaming, each second mocking my whole existence. I should have just died. I am the reason of this affliction. 

How can I do such a despicable act? How can I be so shameless? How can I do this to the one who protected me like a brother, provided me a family after everyone left me? How can I crush his gratifying golden family?

He died because of me. Maya is completely of me. I have shattered the most two beautiful people of my life. One is not there with me while the other will despise me till her last breathe. Everyone hates me now.

How will I face Zayan? Will he ever forgive me? Never, he has taken the oath to tear me down till death rattles me. 

Today was his marriage but his fiance has vanished in the air and I have signed on the death papers as his wife. I know very well he would have never married me, well how can anyone marry the one who is the reason of his brother's death, the reason of his beautiful family shattered into pieces. 

I am just a witch for the Khan family, who destroy the place, the peoples, the surrounding with her evil eye. I am tired now, I can't take the loathe anymore, I will be more alive if the earth opens up and engulf my pathetic existence like I never existed. I destroyed the lovers, the loved ones and every single flower around me. I am exhausted but I can't share with anyone because no one is there for me. 

I am very well aware the hell has opened its gate for me from the time Zayan Khan became my husband. He will break me till I am broken completely, but who will tell him that I have already become what he wanted to make me. The last three months, the worst months of my life. I know it very well the day he will find her the first thing he gonna do is kick me out of his life like a unwanted trash and I will not have any option rather than begging on the road.

But am I really at fault or am I a prey???All Rights Reserved

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Bound By Vows (Completed) ✔️ by writer_piaa

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In My Heart by vel555

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His Only Love (18+) by storiesbyShravzzz

"Marry me" he said. she was hell shocked by his confession because no one will expect this from a complete stranger or she was thinking she heard something wrong . "wha...wha....what did you say now??? I think I heard something wrong" she asked gathering some courage. He chuckled to see her shuttering and said " you didn't hear anything wrong and yes , I asked you to marry me". she was again shocked by his words. "But why will I marry you?"she asked him with so much courage. "Because I need a partner to marry and your fiance who was supposed to marry you today didn't come"he said. Little did he know why her fiance didn't come to marry her. That's it tears started flowing from her eyes. seeing her tears his heart felt pain and he made a promise to himself that "after today I will make you and your tears be enemies because I will make sure you will definitely not need them in your life anymore.this my promise"he said to himself. "If he didn't come then it doesn't mean that I will marry a stranger"she said and started going away for him. Then she got a call from an unknown number after receiving the call she was silent for whole three minutes. seems like only the person talked. after the call cut she opened her phone saw some pictures the other person sent. she was numb after seeing those pictures her hands and legs are shivering. she was in that position for almost 10 minutes and she was feeling different emotions like heart break,betrayal,pain,anger. He was observing all her movements because he knew he was solely responsible for her condition. He created all this mess to bring her into his life and in his arms. the movement his eyes fell on her he knew that was she was what he wanted and he will do anything to make her his. that is he wanted her to make "Mrs.Shravani Vikram Singh Rathore". He came out of his trance and saw that she was coming to him in an angry mode. she came and stood in front of him and told him that"I am ready to marry you.."

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The Last Wish by Unknownweirdo_312

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