I, Nicholas Greythorne, have fallen into a bloody black hole of spinning chaos and depression.
I wouldn't waste the chance if I could be free from the pressure of being the God of Rock' n Roll just for a moment.
Everyone expects so much from me, like I'm some kind of robot and not a human being to them. I am meant to give until my bones break.
The drugs, the alcohol, all of the relief is only temporary. Then I fall back to reality, the reality where I am trapped with all eyes on me and no privacy.
My family and my life are falling apart, and I just want my daughter to grow up loved and happy, but I don't know how when I can barely stay happy myself.
Who thought I could find something special in this chaotic life of mine, especially with how busy my schedule is and the constant traveling?
If only I could show this woman how I saw her for the very first time-the way I felt when I set eyes on her and learned she was a supermodel, a mirror image of my title as a rockstar.
Is your heart supposed to beat this fast? Is life supposed to feel blissful? It's like a feeling of warmth spreading through my veins.
Is this what it means to be alive? To feel this flame of life and love, I've never felt before? To feel a spark that I have desired for so long?
I want it to stay. I want to perform, film, model, and raise my daughter until she's an adult and forever.
I want to keep this woman by my side for all eternity if she'll allow me. She's quite stubborn but perfect for me.
I don't know where I'm going from here, but I promise it won't be boring.
Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd)
Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes.
Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction
Cover designed by Anastasia Wright