Isn't it confusing, what first love does to a man? Story where Alexine is Soldier Boy's first love and rekindle after many years apart. [FINISHED] [Warnings; smut, angst, torture, mention of torture, trauma, rape, physical abuse, mental abuse, verbal abuse, suicidal thoughts, war, mention of murder, murder, toxic relationship, suicide, Soldier Boy should be a trigger warning in itself]All Rights Reserved