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When he tried to get up, his whole body was hurting him, and his wounds, which were already bleeding, started bleeding heavily, but honestly he didn't care, he focused most of his attention on that lying on the ground, he raised his head to the sky, staring silently and saying, Do I look like someone waiting for help from someone? Do you think that I will bury my life and bury my face in the dust of the roads in order to search for the so-called bond? And I who raised my heart to embrace myself after every disappointment? And I'm the one who used my right hand to hold my left wrist, preventing me from trying to hold on to one of them! And I who did not allow Aden other than my permission to get used to the sound of my complaint? Save yourself the trouble I know very well when to be a pillar of myself, I am really good at surviving myself after every war I struggle with with the least losses!
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He is My Deception
Revenge, was bittersweet to me, the sound itself made me thirst and crave for blood, like never before. He buried me alive and daggered me. Unearthed, from the underground, I breathed life and air once again. I am looking for my brother and to find my family, that which he took from me. If any gets in my way, I shall kill them without a moments hesitantion. It happened so fast. The night, the accident. All I remember is the crash and him feeding on one of my friends. I saw him, and he saw me. I couldn't move, I couldn't get out. I thought, we all were dead. At least, we should have been, with a crash like that.
What Are We?
...there is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirable. " Kharis, why don't you just tell me how you feel because how you act is confusing me. " I said fed up with the uncertainty of our situation. " Is there something here or am I just making a fool of myself?" I scoffed. Having said that out loud, a cloud of embarrassment built over me. Of course there was nothing between us, he wasn't capable of looking at me as anything other than an intruder to his perfect little family. He just needed a shoulder to cry on and a heart to play games with and like the fool I am, I served it up to him on a silver platter. This was nothing but a way for him to deal with the whole Kalen situation. I was just a distraction. He remained completely silent and that was a good enough answer for me. I should have crushed this stupid crush years ago. I should have never let him get this close. " Okay, " I said softly. " I get it, I was just a distraction, a way to deal with what's happening." I had to fight real hard to fight back the tears that were just begging to be let free. He doesn't deserve them, no one does!. " I should have known! " I said feeling like an utter fool. I attempted to push past him but before I could he stepped in front of me and looked me dead in the eyes. Shit, maybe I shouldn't have mentioned Kalen. He kept his eye contact as he slowly got to his knees. He's eyes were watery at this point and the guilt of mentioning Kalen was beginning to eat me up. Shit, shit! " I'm sorry, I shouldn't have..." I said getting to my knees as well. " I don't know how you've been able to over look all the shit I put you through over the years." He said with such a low tone, i don't think he was talking to me. He immediately looked away probably ashamed of himself. " I'm blackened at the heart by all the pain I caused you, so don't apologize I'm only getting what I deserve.
Enchanted
She was lost and so was he. Who knew that two broken hearts can connect to one. Arabella's world has been rigged since the day she was born. Her fate had been decided for her much longer before she even had been conceived in the womb. So it came as no surprise when she found herself back at the beginning. As if the pain she has previously experienced wasn't enough, she now needs to relearn how to balance her life. She can't help but pray to the universe for a break. She was exhausted from fighting for all she had and watching her life fall apart just as quickly as it had come back together. Dominic's life was something he would forever be grateful for since he knew that he never had it as rough as others. But there were always going to be times that he wanted to give up. With the responsibility of leading an entire mafia and his own past commitment issues, he believes the barrier to letting go is far greater than what others tell him. And when new desires emerge, he notes how his heart skips a beat whenever he sees her. His instinct kicks in, and he raises his barriers twice as high as she lowers hers to make place for him. All I was guilty of, was showing them mercy when no one else would. ~~~ "I saw you, Dominic. I wish you saw me." "I see you." I freeze at his words, my back facing him. "I can only see you. Everything I look at, everything I touch, everything I smell always leads back to you. I spent most of my life thinking that my heart was my biggest weakness. I always imagined that it would be my downfall. I had a loving family and that was enough for me. Getting a girlfriend, getting married, having a family, none of that mattered to me. Before you." He pauses, taking a breath and my eyes water. "I kept any other part of my heart guarded and almost locked. It was as if I didn't have one at all. Even now, its still fucked up. The lock I've kept is warned out though the only person who has its key is you. It's yours."Zakończone
Blade ✔️
Blade's eyes turned cold. Like a dark colored ocean that just froze. He took a frightening step forward so now his face was only inches from my face, even with his height, making my breath hitch in my throat. I could no longer breath. No longer see people repeatedly walking past my house. No longer hear those birds in the tree that were begging me to run. I could only see his dark blue eyes that held so much danger and anger. I could only hear his rapid breathing and even his fast heartbeat. I was just that dazed into his stare.... more like glare. "Is there someone else?" he said so low no one could hear but me. And I heard him. So clearly. I heard the threat telling me to say yes for he can make whoever the competition is disappear. I heard the anger he held behind his low tone. I heard the jealousy beyond anything. That was what clouded over everything. "N-no," I stuttered. I'm angry to admit I was scared. How he towered over me didn't make it any better. Standing proudly at maybe a 6'4 or 6'5. While I stood at a 5'5. He scanned my face trying to look for any sign of me lying. And when he backed up I knew he couldn't find one because what I said was indeed true. To be honest there was only him. And it seems like that is what it will always be. The all famous gang leader and tough girl, cross paths. He hates disrespect and that's what she's all about. How do you think this will all play out in the end?Zakończone
Loving her Broken Parts (COMPLETED)
I woke up because of someone's sobs. Nothing but pitch black can be seen around. I roam my eyes,trying to look kung kanino galing yung iyak nayun Then the sobs became louder. I stand and run to nowhere in particular, but I felt something bump on me,kahit wala naman akong nakita sa harap ko. I quickly turn around to check. & there I was welcome by a girl, crying on the floor. I took a step to go near her,but quickly stop when something flash infront of me. It looks like a broken mirror. I was hesitant but decided to touch it. Then image were shown. A beautiful smiling woman.I got a hunch na sya din yung babaeng umiiyak sa harap ko & just like that.I pick it. Then another broken piece shows. She was gorgeous,full of life in every image I see. despite the fact na nasusugatan ako every pieces I pick, I cant help but continue. I can't help but smile. & as I get a little closer. There something warm in my chest.. she looks so broken, but she's giving me a warmth like I'm home. I can't help but love that feeling. That's why I choose to move forward near her despite the fact that I'm in pain because of the cuts. When atleast she was infront of me. I held tightly her pieces near my heart,like it was so precious to me. She look at me & stand infront of me. I smile on how cautious she look at me. then she touch my cuts on my cheeks using her pointing finger, & just like that,it heals. I smile at her & gladly, she did too. I just heard my heart beat louder. I stretch my hand to held her cheeks,& when I was about to touch it. "HYUNG! GISING NA WERE LATE!" Spencer shouted. Waking me up. I look around, and realize I was laying on my bed. 'It was just a dream' I thought, but my heart were still beating loudly. I tried to remember her face,but only her smiling lips remains on my memory. Pero that's enough for me to smile. "GIO ANO NA? MOVE YOUR ASS, WERE FREAKING LATE!" Cassy shouted at me,making me roll my eyes & start to prepare for school.Zakończone
Beautiful Trauma
"You're mine Chaeyoung - your body, your heart, your everything. They are all mine. So don't even think about doing anything with it without my permission," he stated and I wanted to hit him square in the face. "You can't fuck me, if that's what you were thinking," I retorted and for once, I wanted to wipe the proud smirk written on his face. And then he started moving closer, his hand reaching for my right cheek and my breath hitch at his touch, my skin burning at the sudden contact. "I can fuck you right here, right now if I want to. And I'm sure by the time you say No, you meant "No, don't stop," he whispered close to my ear and goddamn it, his mere voice is weakening my resolve. And it's making me surrender. This man, he's my fucking beautiful trauma. Cover made by @DEARJUNGSZakończone
Me Before YOU - BSD ✔
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Unlikely
I got more and more annoyed as he drove up, parked and unmounted his bike. He pulled off his helmet and shook his head, noticing me there staring at him. We just stared at each other, neither moving, neither speaking. He started to make his way up his driveway, not even bothering with a greeting, so I called out to him. "Hey! Where've you been?" I tried not to sound accusatory or angry, and I succeeded. Though I sounded more hurt than anticipated. He stopped and walked towards me. He walked kind of slowly, like he was trying to avoid me. I stood on the steps, fighting the urge to walk towards him so we could talk. Never ever did I think I'd want to talk to him, yet here I was. Once in front of me he stayed at the bottom step, not climbing up further. He said nothing and I repeated my question once again, "Where have you been?" He shifted then just replied with "Out." "Out?" I repeated, getting refueled with annoyance. "That's it? You've been missing all day and all you have to say is you were out?" "Fuck, dude, what are you, my mom? I was out! Are you trying to keep tabs on me or something?" I was angry at him, and started to feel feelings towards him that I haven't felt in months. I stepped down two steps to look at him eye level, ready to argue with him. But, rather than open my mouth to fight, I found myself staring at his tired gaze and freezing for a moment. I didn't want to fight with him, and I saw he didn't want to fight with me-at least, that was my hope. I let my glare fall and closed the distance between us, wrapping my arms around him in the tightest hug I could muster. He seemed shocked, remaining rigid in my arms until I quietly muttered, "I was worried about you, jackass," into his neck. He just sighed before relaxing and hugging me back.
𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭| 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 |𝟏𝟖+
**𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐳** Panic surges through me, and before I know it, I'm turning on my heel, trying to run, to escape the impending punishment. I barely make it a few steps before I feel his hand clamp down on my hair, yanking me back with terrifying force. "Going somewhere, little girl?" "P-please let g- ahh! Please! H-Hurts me!" "Afraid, are we now, baby?" His voice is a snarl now, filled with fury. "L-leave m-me," tears sting my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall. I'm scared of him, scared of what he'll do to my friend, scared of what he'll do to me. His grip on my hair tightens and I wince, choking back a sob. "Oh, why? Don't you like my hands on you, baby?" He mocks hurt that instantly turns back into anger. "But you were fine when that fucker touched you, ain't that right?" Then he pulls a silver knife out of his suit, twirling it lazily between his ink-covered knuckles and my blood freezes at the sight of that psychotic grin. ***** People quaked with fear at the sound of his name and me along with them. He was Demetrios 'the God' Nikolayev and he was first in command of Russian mafia. He was a true psychopath who enjoyed hurting people, and I hated him for that. The worst thing - he owned me. "Try to accept the darkness, because from now on, it will be your only light." I tried so hard, but I couldn't understand it back then. How possibly can darkness be light? ***** This is not a vanilla romance but a dark, toxic, perverted, obsessive story. The book contains mature themes such as foul language, bdsm, sexual and abusive content, kinks, blood, manipulation, etc. Please keep that in mind.
Cracking Open
"Gabby why didn't you just tell me." He says and I know what he means Looking down at the ground I shook my head and say "I couldn't." I stand up and begin walking over to the big window. "Why Gabby? I'm not the one to judge." He says following me Turning to him I look closely studying him while his vehement stare was also on me. "J I didn't want you to look at me like a charity case. I can handle myself and I did very well for what was handed to me and what I had. Just please don't think of me different and don't look at me different." I say Coming up to me he wraps his arms around me and says "Gabriella I would never, how did this even happen to you?" Once again I stare at the ground "Jase one day, when I'm ready I will tell you." He slowly nods his head and kisses my forehead. As he continues to hold me a tear slips from my eye and I just allow myself to let the pain that was built up inside escape once and for all. Please come check out CRACKING OPEN. - KayZakończone
Revenge, was bittersweet to me, the sound itself made me thirst and crave for blood, like never before. He buried me alive and daggered me. Unearthed, from the underground, I breathed life and air once again. I am looking for my brother and to find my family, that which he took from me. If any gets in my way, I shall kill them without a moments hesitantion. It happened so fast. The night, the accident. All I remember is the crash and him feeding on one of my friends. I saw him, and he saw me. I couldn't move, I couldn't get out. I thought, we all were dead. At least, we should have been, with a crash like that.
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