"I'm the marionette you play for fun. You have tainted our memories." - Kim Sunoo. "I am the voice in your head. I am the shadow you can't shake." - Park Sunghoon. It's the continuation of my Sunsun book "Choke Me." If you haven't read that one please do that first and you can continue reading this after that. ______ Warning: This book contains mature content, including explicit scenes, themes of trauma, depression, betrayal, broken trust, and non-consensual recording. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Please note that this work is purely a work of fiction and is not intended to harm or misrepresent any real individuals, including idols. All characters and events are products of the author's imagination. No hate comments or homophobic slurs will be tolerated.