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I Only Know How To Love

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Parts 35
Time 3h 39m

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After losing her memory, Cashmere has been struggling to fit in high school again. Her side affects from the memory loss are: depression and ideation, along with Jack still tormenting her, despite what happened with Tiffany in the first book (Always Be Forever).
Cashmere is still friends with Alex, Ben, Jason, and Snow, who get caught in the ways of Jack's crimes against those around him. 
Rose and Leandro aren't mentioned, as Alex's way of dealing with the memory loss is by ignoring it and pretending that Rose and Leandro never existed. Jason and Snow eventually eventually find their way back to each other, but it's unlike any other relationship. 
Cashmere has to deal with suicide attempts, sexual assault, a court case against her from Jack, and so much more. How much can Cashmere take on before everything she thought was normal turns out to not be normal anymore, and she has to face the reality that once tried to get rid of her?All Rights Reserved

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