I'm such a beast! I've driven away my wife and children; I've ruined my whole family. Why can't I do something good? Why did I get involved in gambling? But now, I have no dignity, no integrity, not even humanity! I am burdened with millions in online loans and debts that I can't afford. I can only continue gambling to make it out. I can shamelessly ask my nephew for 20 bucks to eat, or commit robbery for 100 yuan. If someone gives me a thousand yuan, I would even kneel down and lick their shoes. Just one more bet, just let me have one more bet, and I will definitely make a comeback!