cigarettes out the window || a matt Sturniolo fanfic

i might add nick and Chris but that's a lot of work love y'all <3

I woke up to the awful sound of my alarm clock, it was Monday and I had fucking school. I hate school, the anxiety I get when walking through the halls feeling as if everyone is judging me and how loud it is right after class is out. It almost makes my ears ring, and the fact that I was just a 'weird girl' as some would say, no one liked me. I would sit alone at lunch watching as the time ticked by, every second felt like an hour in there. I finally pulled myself out of those thoughts I sat up on the edge of the bed, my body heavy and still tired.

After sometime I had gotten dressed and started my walk to school, when suddenly I bumped into someone causing them to drop the items in his hands "fucking, shit, I'm sorry." I speak quietly looking at the boy in the ground "o-oh its okay." he stuttered picking himself off the ground