Quicksand
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- Parts 3
MatureOngoing15m
Last published Wed, Oct 2, 2024
I've never wanted anyone In my life, never fallen in love. I always wondered what love felt like. But I never tried to feel it, because the way it's described scares me. Always loving that person, no matter how much time passes. It sounds painful in the end, as if no matter what they do you will still admire them. But how could you love someone that hurts you? And why would I want that to be me? I'm Jonathan Bennet, and I hate the idea of loving another...until you.
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