"You can lie to the world, Nico, but dreams don't lie to you."
Nico di Angelo has everything he thought he wanted. A stable home, a prestigious fiancé, and a future that looks good on paper. But paper burns, and lately, so does his chest every time he wakes from the same dream. Always the same voice. Always the same boy.
Will Solace.
Nico hasn't seen Will in years. Not since summer camp. Not since they went their separate ways and promised not to look back, nearly five years ago. And yet, each night, Nico is pulled into a dreamscape that feels more like a memory, and less like a lie.
Waking beside Percy Jackson, charismatic, admired, a little too perfect, only makes the dreams sting deeper. Percy loves him, in his own way. The kind of love that needs an audience. The kind that looks better in pictures. But the boy in Nico's dreams loved him in silence, in shadow, and in small, unspoken ways.
The dreams should be meaningless. But they're not. Nico feels it in his bones. He feels it when he looks at Percy and wishes the eyes staring back at him were blue, not green. He feels it when he clutches an old shirt stained with memory, the name WILL still written in faded ink on the tag.
Nico's guilt grows heavier each morning. The ring on his finger feels tighter. The apartment feels colder. And Percy? Percy never notices. Or maybe he does, and just chooses not to.
Because the truth is this: Nico is beginning to forget how it felt to love Percy. But he remembers how it felt to love Will.
And sometimes, in the quiet between dreams and dawn, he wonders if that feeling ever really left.
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Nico felt like Icarus. Fly too close to the sun, and your wings will melt. Fly too close to the sea, your wings will grow heavy.
Nico had already flown too close to the sea. He had allowed his infatuation with Percy to rule his life, his decisions, for far to many years. His wings had grown heavy, and he'd drowned.
Icarus had made a mistake. He strayed too far, entranced by the kindness of the light. The dark wouldn't be as welcoming, ushering you in with no hesitancy and crossed arms. That didn't work out so well for Icarus. So, Nico would allow this filter, this light, to cover him, shroud him in kindness, and possibility, and warmth. But he would not cross further. He would not succumb to the light only to fall forever into darkness. He would do what Icarus couldn't. Nico di Angelo would not fly too close to the sun.
Cover art by viria!