'Nikolai was loyal to no fault. That is not to say that Nikolai was overly forgiving, no- but to say that if Nikolai truly cared for someone, as he did his family, he would do nearly anything to be of use to them. we might assume that this was due to feeling useless, or maybe that our dear Nikolai felt he had to earn the love of those around him- but ultimately, only Nikolai could ever tell us his true reasoning.' Follow Sorokin Nikolai mikhailovich's life, starting from the age of six to the day it all ends. A/N: this is a WIP, and something I'm just writing for fun lmfao. it's my first time writing like this, so er, have fun lol :D all characters in this story belong to me, this entire story is original. have fun, if you'd decide to read this :D also I don't know how to do descriptions so bear with me pls- some tags that I added aren't in the story yet, but they ARE coming :3 dw you'll get that genderfluid character that I promised. Btw, I am kinda new to writing so constructive criticism is appreciated :)