Is Being Alive Worth The Risk?

humans, humanity, humankind-these are names that gave us the definition of the 'beings' ontop, but what happens when someone loses their humanity, stripped of their identity? They are given a new role to play, and that being test subjects, BIO weapons, purely made for war, one of those people was me, at the age of 6 sold only to be subjected to tests, through harsh environments to see our 'worth'.
My target at the age of 18 was an American FBI agent that went by the name of shobuck rickshaw, wanted reason? From our covert operative named Logan burgly found out about him talking to the 'higher-ups' of command and telling them of how to make a superhuman of sorts, and their call sign for that said squadron? The NOVA'S squad, by re-engineering the Russians N.O.V.A-gas, that basically burned the inside of the human body in seconds, they were able to remake that in a way that wasn't supposed to happen, but they did and now they only need test subjects, and so my mission started at finding shobuck rickshaw. His last known location before going into hiding was north America, my platoon mates were else where in other country's like Africa, northern part of Russia, Mexico, Germany, and China.
They were tasked with finding out why those that helped Russia went dark on a Tuesday afternoon, totally unexpected.
By the time I've arrived to North America it was in ruined, city's distorted as if they had a recent battle and everybody died, that was until I met the squadron while on lookout at a very high building, with atleast 35 floors, the NOVA'S squadron was suspecting someone or something, but that didn't matter, afterall they were on my hit list if found as well. That was until something unexpected happened. These thing inspecting their corpses, what are they? Questions filled my mind but the mission was my first priority.
For this mission is for my life.

log documented in 20X% 6, 31st , made by now Jake butcher, age 24, sex:male
status type:infected.
Code name:nightwalker