With Myself, By Myself.
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Last published Wed, Feb 19, 2025
❝You fear the god that loves you."❞
Brooklyn walks down his endless path of torment, having to do this suffering alone as he continues figuring out who he is. He distracts himself from his loneliness, too scared to face it just yet, he continues distracting himself until he's reminded of it again, but shadows can only be created if light is around: he wants to be saved so desperately, will he be?
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