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Leftover Scars

NewYork_JayJones

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Reads 710
Votes 25
Parts 4
Time 44m

NewYork_JayJones

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He was a man who always seemed like he had no worries. But those who truly knew him have caught glimpses of what really lies beneath his carefree attitude. All questions about what made this mysterious man will finally be answered. The story, or revelation, of Jay Jones past. Ready to find out his secrets, shame, and pain? Fair warning. You will never look at this man the same again. Soon enough, you will realize what burdens he carries, what he hides so well. Welcome into Jay Jones mind. 

Rated R for some extreme gore and sexuality. Read at own risk.All Rights Reserved

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Jay's Journey by AbyssalDonut

When Jay's trip to prison is derailed, he finds himself with two fellow outcasts. The life they build together is repeatedly threatened by forces that become more and more difficult to overcome. To protect that he now loves, Jay must master magic. The problem? He must learn how to be a woman in a world where such struggles are never spoken about, and where there is no way to know you aren't alone within them.

{ #3 } Twisted Moon (MxM || 18+) by Snape75

Black Moon Series Book #3 Warning: #Mature #Gay #Triggering You shouldn't read this story before you have read at least I Would Give Him The Moon as you'll be missing part of the plot otherwise. My name is Camden and my friends categorize me as a sadist. A sadistic Dominant. I need to get this anger within out and I do so by inflicting mental and physical pain to my Submissives. And yet the moment I get the best kicks is through the aftercare I dispense. My soul is twisted. My past is twisted. * My name is Noah. I'm a homeless teenager who ran away from a homophobic family who never loved me because of what I supposedly did to my twin sister. I need pain to soothe my troubled mind. So I self-harm. My soul is twisted. My past is twisted. "A lifetime of consumption, They've all become the same, I punish them for pleasure, And pleasure some with pain. I punish you with pleasure, And pleasure you with pain" Thirty Seconds To Mars - End Of All Days "I wanna hide the truth I wanna shelter you But with the beast inside There's nowhere we can hide [...] When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide Don't get too close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide" Imagine Dragons - Demons

Resisting Him (Book 3 - SAMPLE) by brighteyez1610

(SAMPLE ONLY - FULL BOOK COMING SOON TO AMAZON!) Jay never let anyone get close, save the few he called family but even they could only get so far. Relationships were messy, unpredictable, and sometimes dangerous, but sex was simple, easy. He wasn't the kind of man anyone wanted to spend forever with, not with blood on his hands and madness in his head. Killers who loved their trade weren't made to build beautiful things, only to destroy them. So he built walls before he was even old enough to fully need them, and it kept people safe. Jay wanted no one... until three years ago when someone silently slipped inside. Alex West was impulsive and reckless, often coming off as immature and frequently obnoxious. As a Made man in the Crowe Family, he had responsibilities, but life had taught him to enjoy the moments he had been given, even when he took those moments from others. He lived for pleasure, so when the Jester came into his life three years ago, stoic and cold, barking orders and thriving on inflicted pain, he was intrigued. Jay pushed him away for three years, but Alex steadily pushed back and eventually even distractions stopped working. Then one distraction proves to have far reaching consequences, but this might be the one thing that finally makes Alex stop pushing and walk away. With a war brewing and a target on his back, can Alex stomach the painful reminders of his past when he's with Jay, or will Jay only find emptiness when he reaches for the one person who finally found him?

Faded by Banehk

My first Jaya book. Enjoy. The destiny of the Future, Past and Present all rest on the shoulders of a young man. His name... Jay AU of the book "Banished" By TheEpicPerson123 TW: Suicide

Game Of Thrones: Another Dragons by AmouxCreationX

Once upon a time, there was a guy named Jay, just your average college student leading a pretty ordinary life. But one weekend, he decided to watch the last episode of the Game of Thrones series. Now, Jay had mixed feelings about the ending. He wasn't thrilled with it, no matter which way you looked at it. If Daenerys survived, well, she went on a crazy killing spree due to her extreme emotional issues. That wasn't exactly a happy ending. And if she was dead for good, why did Jon have to go into exile? Jay thought Jon could've made a great king with Bran's guidance, the guy they call "the Broken." For Jay, there were just too many unnecessary deaths that messed with the emotions of fans, from the beginning to the very end. But, with a not-so-happy heart, Jay decided to call it a night. After all, he had to wake up early for class the next day. Little did he know that this would be his last night as a human. When he woke up, he had become something else entirely-a monster.

Pain of Discovery (BoyxBoy) [The Pain series Book 1] by shyguy_scot

When Jason gave in to a moment of passion with his only true male friend Zak, he wasn't prepared for the pain and turmoil that would send his life spiralling out of control. Can he find a way to escape from the painful nightmares and make sense of deep-rooted feelings that have plagued him all of his life? And more importantly, can he avoid losing the only true love that he had ever known?

The infected by BlancaMorales_Acero

Jay's life was already pretty complicated. Adopted into a White family when he was born and having to try to navigate the world as a Black,Queer, adopted 16 year old. But things only get worse when strange things begin to happen to him and nightmares of a past he can't remember surface. Jay's world changes forever when he finds himself lifting objects with his mind and a very hot but seriously angry boy shows up calling him "one of us". Now the world seems a lot more dangerous and secrets about Jays origins are being revealed. In his hour of need can Jay hold on to the family his always known or is the boy right...can he really be one of them.

Oracle by Hiddenhearts93

Jaspar spent most of his life hiding because of his power. He should have listened to the warning not to go to the dark side of the city he was visiting but what's life without a little excitement? In this city, a little excitement can get you into big trouble. Blinded for his power and stuck living with the people who did so, Jaspar's life is about to change considerably Warnings: Slash, MxM, Attempted Rape (In this first chapter), Slave Issues, D/s, Bad Language, Gore mentioned.

The Vengeful Supreme by SupremeBeing0

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The Game Book I & II (ft. India Westbrooks and Jayceon T. Taylor) by Pepsi_FEM

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Jay's Journey

When Jay's trip to prison is derailed, he finds himself with two fellow outcasts. The life they build together is repeatedly threatened by forces that become more and more difficult to overcome. To protect that he now loves, Jay must master magic. The problem? He must learn how to be a woman in a world where such struggles are never spoken about, and where there is no way to know you aren't alone within them.