cold light through the curtains
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Last published Mon, Mar 31, 2025
one day, the light through the curtains won't be cold anymore and everything will be quieter.
- random thoughts and poems about healing, trying to find my way through life after years of chaos
tw// mentions of depr, sewer slide, ed, csa, sh
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