"it's impossible for me to love when my 'father' literally fucked and beat me for half of my life. i've wired my brain to not feel any emotion. the drugs are the reason i am still somewhat sane."
[BxB].I have scars, it's not a question, it's a statement, scars inside and out. I have never loved anyone, as much as I love him, but I can't commit to anything, I won't commit to anyone. I can't seem to get out of my own head, I want him so fucking badly, but I won't be broken by love. I have commitment issues, I have anger issues, I have so many issues, and he's just one of many insecurities.