my story (reall story)

I swear this story is reall I can't forget him and I whis If I have the courage to ask him do you remember me ? why didn't you say anything when I said you is a strange person to me? why you didn't though that I was kidding or something like that maybe I can't handle leaving you and say yes it's a joke , every time I remember you my day became bad like I can't stop crying while I am writing our story know if I was a coward so you what ? I never believe in love again it's just in drama not the reall life