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He's Right There!

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-------FANFICTION-------
After finding his addiction to consume him entirely, Bakugou lashes out to his closest friend, which leads to Kirishima's death. Through daunting flashbacks, internal reminders, and suffocating hallucinations of his old friend -- he soon learns that the past will always find a way back. 

This is the sequel to 'the tight vines', so strongly recommended you read it before for insight and better understanding. However, this book will be written as something that can be read separately, a stand-alone fanfiction.

Overall triggers:
-Hallucinations: slight gore, uncomfortable details of sensations, disturbing thoughts, and conversations.
-Death, murder.
-Self harming.
-Addiction, primarily in discussion to energy drinks.
-Panic attacks and psychological breakdowns.
-Thoughts and mentions of suicide.
Anything exclusive to a chapter will be listed at the top.All Rights Reserved

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