Sil struggles to fit in after the destruction of Under the Mountain -who she was isn't her anymore. Back at the Spring Court she tries her best, but the guilt of her actions eats at her day and night. When Rhysand - the fae prince that saved your life - comes to collect his bargain, she goes willingly - seeking some way out of her new life, a new place to fit in. But even as the guilt of her time Under the Mountain begins to fade, a new guilt rises to take its place and she must find a way to live in it or spend her eternity alone. (loosely follows Feyre's story with a different backstory and relationships)