the insanity of life
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a girl named joselin turns insane after years and years of depression. sure joselin has friends, but they never knew what was actually happening to her well, some knew but, they just say "it will get better" and stop talking about it. without anyone to care she becomes familiar with the thought of suicide better new tried knowing it wouldn't make a impact on her problems at all. so she just lived, she didnt really do anything, just sorta stood there doing the same shit day after day until, one day she became so okay with the thought of being depressed she became a different person, she loved the idea of being depressed, she was so obsessed with the thought of dying and cutting for a real purpose. like as some sort of purpose like to show people what real problems exist and what problems are all in your head.
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