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I hide behind past pain
The ache of the past hunts my present
Bliss is far from me
I protect all senses from pain
pain that leaves u clueless
Clueless of what next
Everything I once felt is lost
Often I think I see what's good for me
So close
But really am just seeing
What's real is unclear to me
Now am emotionally unresponsive
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